For the love of...

There's Happiness in Sorrow

After the cops brought the groceries to us, they drove off and left me and Yellow to get settled in. As soon as they were out of sight, he grabbed a knife out of the kitchen and approched me with it. The sharp edge of the knife was pressing Into my stomach. I could feel my baby move in the spot where the knife was. I pushed him off and asked what the problem was.....

Vashti-"what's your problem, try move that knife from my stomach here, you losing it a?

Yellow-"I am going to kill you and your baby if you don't have sex with me"

Vashti-"what, you cant be serious"

Yellow-"try me"

He said while pushing the knife harder onto my stomach. I was in shock but I had to be strong for my baby so I pulled his bluff.

Vashti-"if you kill me then you would end up in jail with the same guy u just testified against"

Yellow-"or I could kill you and dispose your body"

Vashti-"how, with police patrolling and watching this place 24/7"

Yellow-"you right, maybe I should wait until after their second round.

I froze in fear and I thought to myself, I cant let this man take me or my child's life. I pushed him away and I fought to get the knife out of his hand, as he dropped it, I kicked it away from him and he punched me in my stomach. I got dizzy but continued to fight. I punched him the face aa much times as I could then aimed for his stomach. As I stretched my hand to hit him in his face one last time, he caught me hand and twisted it behind my back and shoved me to the floor and he stomped me until I passed out. When I woke up, I was laying in the bedroom laying on the bed with only a towel wrapped around me. At this point I really didn't remember what had happened, I didn't remember the fight or anything. I asked him....

Vaahti-"what happened"

Yellow-"you don't remember?"

Vashti-"no"

Yellow-"u slipped down while you were taking a shower and I took you up and wrapped a towel around you and laid you on the bed, how are you feeling"

Vashti-"did I fall on my stomach or my back?"

Yellow-"I'm not sure, but that dosen't matter, you're okay and thats what matters"

Vashti-"I have a really bad headache"

Yellow-"you good, just get some rest and you'll be okay"

I didn't remember anything that happened, it was all a blur. As the days went by, I sat in the front room everyday trying to put together what happened. I had no luck putting the pieces together. Three months went by very fast, I am now nine months pregnant and guess what, my water just broke abd I'm in labor!!!♥

Since this is my first time having a baby, am not to worried because I don't know what to expect. it's 2 a.m and I am starting to feel horrible pains in my vag*na. This pain is very indescribable. I'm hot and weak and just wishing that the pain stops. Finally, my wish came through and the pain stops. I got up off the bed and went outside for a walk, I didn't wake Yellow up because I didn't want him to experience this moment with me. I tipped pass him and closed the door quietly behind me. As I walked down the street, about a minute into my walk, I turned around and Yellow was right behind me. Tears flowed from my eyes down my face, the pain came back and this time it was more aggressive. As I got closer to Yellow he rushed up to me and grabbed my arm with force.....

Vashti-"ouch, your hurting my arm"

Yellow-"you think that I'm gonna let you cost me?"

Vashti-"what, what you are you talking about?"