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Edited on Nov 3 👹 sorry for the bad spelling if there is any 😹 

Oh gods. I'm sorry I haven't updated. 

The two boys finally made it, and Jin Zixuan sat Wei Wuxian onto the bed, trying to calm the other. "Wei Wuxian, breathe for me." He lightly stroked the others back with a long, tired sigh. 

Wei Wuxian choked on a sob, tears carving paths down his cheeks. "I can't.... I can't do this." He gripped the sheets of the bed before putting his head in his hands. "J-Jin Zixuan, I can't. I- I ca-" Wei Wuxian  retched, covering his mouth  as he doubled over. 

Jin Zixuan quickly seated himself on the side of the other, murmuring words of attempted comfort. In reality, he didn't know how to comfort someone even as a father.  "How about this," he said once the other calm a tad bit. " How about this, think." 

Wei Wuxian stared at the Jin as if he'd manifested demonic cultivation. "Think? Think?! About what?! All the death? All the suffering?! All the people... Lan Zhan...."  He sidled away from Jin Zixuan and curled up, shoulders quivering. "The amulet," he finally mumbled. "The amulet was most of the problem.." 

Jin Zixuan nodded, coaxing, " go on, what else has caused the world misfortune except you?" 

"I don't know! I'm the only problem, Jin Zixuan!" Wei Wuxian was at the edge of hysteria, eyes wild and unhinged.  "People lust over me too! Trying anything to get my attention or anything from me! I'm the problem, DAMNIT!" 

The Jin pressed his lips into a line before for stoically stating, " If this happens, then I'll keep you  safe." 

Wei Wuxian froze, staring up at Jin Zixuan. In his eyes, a vision of YanLi reflected the young Jin. Then, he spluttered, yelping, "since when were you not a cocky peacock?!" 

With the bonding moment ruined, Jin Zixuan's eyes ticked. "Wei Wuxian! I'm just trying to make up all out misunderstandings!" 

"Oh." 

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Wei Wuxian rolled off the bed and Jin Zixuan smoothed out his robes as there was a knock at the door. 

"Young Master," a sweet voice called. " Are in there?" 

Jin Zixuan looked at the other, expression unreadable. 

"Yes," he said coolly. "I am." He then changrd his tone into something like bashfulness. "But uh... don't come in please! I- I'm uh... changing!" 

The young women's voice called, "changing with the head disciple of Yunming?"

"Erm.. yes..?" 

'Holy shit'  Wei Wuxian mouthed, eyes shinning.

Jin  Zixuan's face turned dark, and both boys could practically see the young woman's bright blushing face as she stammered, "I-I see. I'll leave you now." Her hurried footsteps faded out. 

Jin Zixuan shut his eyes, the veins on his hands slightly popping as Wei Wuxian sniffed and cried with laughter. "She thought! I would never!" 

"These people. I swear to the heavens." Jin Zixuan trudged to the door and opened it. "I should be going," he mumbled. " your family might be suspicious of us since we've been gone." 

Wei Wuxian nodded, lips quirking into a grin. "Alright. Remember, peacock, if you break my Shijie's heart again.... Im going to chop the 'cock' from peacock."

Expression pale, he called, "f-fine. I'll talk later. You know how to call me." The Jin exited swiftly, his golden yellow robes flapping. 

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