𝐄𝐕𝐄𝐑𝐘𝐓𝐈𝐌𝐄 , 𝘤𝘩𝘢𝘴𝘦 𝘩𝘶𝘥𝘴𝘰𝘯

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nineteen — reality.

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elenas pov ||

after spamming all my pages on tiktok, i was layed on my bed. makeup off, face washed, and in sweat shorts and chases hoodie. i know i should take the hoodie off.. but it's so comfortable.... and it smells really good ....

i was just scrolling on tiktok, ignoring everyone's texts. i honestly forgot that people i know could see my tiktok, i was just posting a bunch of stuff because i felt the need to, but now people are texting me and asking questions ..and i don't want to respond .. so everyone's on delivered.

as i was trying to scroll past a video, my phone froze for a second and then my screen changed and there was an incoming call from chase. i just stared at it.. what does he want ..
oh maybe he saw my tiktok ...???? i don't know.

i let it ring until it ended, acting like i wasn't near my
phone. a few seconds later, he called again. i looked at my phone and sighed, fine i guess ill pick up.. but im still upset.

i picked up and was silent until he spoke up.
"hello?" he spoke on the other side of the phone.
".. hello.." i said the same.
"are you home?" he asked.
"... yeah," i replied.
"look- i know you're mad at me but can you just come outside for a second- i know i fucked up my words in our conversation from earlier.." he said.
i stayed silent for a second, deciding on what i should do.
"mm.. okay fine i'm coming." i said as i got off my bed and hung up the phone.

i threw on some slides and went outside. he was parked in the driveway and his window was down.
i walked to his car and then leaned on the open window.
"let's hear it," i told him as i looked at him.
"okay.. i know i fucked up, i know.. but i seriously did not mean what you think i meant.." he began and i raised an eyebrow up, "i meant to say that like i wanted to not rush into things and not get back together right this second because i didn't want to put any pressure on you or anything, cause i know you're already stressed out, and i wanted to see what your decision was before doing anything." he explained.

"so why couldn't you say it like that," i let out a laugh as i looked at him with a smile on my face.
"cause you know how i fuck up my words," he shrugged, "believe me, i wish i said it like that." he nodded.
"yeah, i wish you did too." i nodded back at him.

"but.. you know i'm probably picking ucla, it's been my dream since forever .. it's just now that ive actually had to decide, i have to think of moving away and everything, so that's why im so stuck." i explained.
"yeah, i know," he nodded, "that's exactly why i don't want to rush stuff."

"yeah i appreciate that actually," i smiled, "like- i really really want to go to ucla, i mean who doesn't, it's just.. my whole life is in miami. natalie, my sister, michael, my family, everybody is there."
"yeah, it's gonna be hard," he nodded, "but you'll get through it."
i nodded, "i just- i can't imagine being away from them.. like i can't just go over to my sisters house when i need something.. and i can't see natalie.. everything will change."

"yeah, change is hard, and no one likes change, but you gotta do what you gotta do sometimes.. i mean .. being a division one soccer player at ucla sounds so sick." he shrugged.
"yeah, i guess you're right." i nodded.

i looked at him and then walked around the back of his car and to his door. i opened his car door then threw my arms around his neck and pulled him for a hug. his hands went around my waist as he pulled me onto his lap.

"did i tell you im going home tomorrow?" i told him as we pulled away from our hug.
he blinked at me, ".. what.. no you're not.." he said in disbelief.
".. um.. yeah," i nodded.
"elena... why would you not tell me this?" he wondered.
"just kiddingggggg," i said with a smile on my face, "i leave the day after tomorrow."

he blinked at me again, "i mean that is better atleast," he shrugged.
"yeah my mom told me i have to come home, because apparently ive been here too long," i explained, quoting my mom.
".. well you're gonna come back right.."
he questioned, almost like he was stating it.

i looked at him and exhaled, "i don't know.. i really don't know." i told him as i ran my hand through his hair.
"not even once?" he wondered.
"i don't know .. cause if i choose miami i might come one more time and then wont be back for probably another year." i explained.
his jaw dropped, "yeah forget what i said, miami is a horrible school you have to go to ucla." he said as a joke, but made it sound serious.
i playfully rolled my eyes at him.

"do you wanna come inside?" i asked.
he checked the time, "isn't it late?" he wondered.
"no," i shook my head, "it's only ten."
he laughed at me and then we both got out the car and walked inside.

"are you hungry?" i asked him.
"i would eat." he shrugged.
"me too," i agreed.

"i want ihop." i told him.
"it's 10 PM.." he looked at me confused.
"who cares," i shrugged.
"you're right," he nodded, "wanna go?" he asked, pulling his keys back out from his pocket.
"yeah let's go," i nodded, "oh, should i change first?" i asked him as i put my hands on my hips.
he eyed me down, "is that my hoodie?" he tilted his head and cocked an eyebrow.

".. yeah and.. what about it?" i cocked my eyebrow up at him.
"if i go into your room right now how many of my hoodies am i gonna find?" he asked me.
"well.. just count how many days you've seen me and there's your answer!! let's go!!" i exclaimed as i took his hand and led him outside, him closing the door behind him.