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13. ⍢⌠iʈ ωɑʂ ɑ ƥɽoɱiʂe⌡ツ
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I opened my eyes little by little and saw him, Oliver was with Regie in the living room, they were both sitting in the armchair that was in the room, as soon as I said his name, he ran to me, took my hand and hugged me, I could feel his smell and I felt better, I needed him here, with me.

Oliver ━━━ I'm sorry baby I didn't mean to do this to you I wasn't cheating on you I was preparing a surprise for you I was talking to Regie on the phone not a woman I swear I... I'm sorry please
— he kissed my hand.

Rebecca ━━━ I trust you — I said simply — I believe you Oliver, and I'm sorry, but I'm also sorry for what happened.

Oliver ━━━ it's okay — he kissed my forehead — you scared me, how are you feeling?

Regie ━━━ Oliver came home desperate.

Rebecca ━━━ I'm much better, no need to worry, but I'm worried about you, what happened to your eye? — I asked worriedly, Oliver is not one to get into fights, and he would never get into it.

Regie ━━━ your father gave him a good beating.

Rebecca ━━━ wait, really? — I know my father was freaking upset, but hitting Oliver? He crossed the line — You didn't get hurt too much, did you Bae? — I said worried and tried to straighten myself in bed.

Oliver ━━━ don't get up bae, It's okay with me, don't worry baby. — kissed my forehead again.

Rebecca ━━━ you're kissing me more than usual today, we're fine.

Oliver ━━━ Sorry if I'm being corny.

Regie ━━━ I'm going to get a coffee, do you want anything?

Oliver ━━━ Rebecca can't drink this yet, I think, but as for me, no thanks, — he said and then Regie left the room leaving us alone.

I had no idea where my mom was or my dad, Oliver said he arrived and they weren't outside, he didn't understand either, so he just walked in and waited for me to wake up.

Regie would probably take a while at the hospital cafeteria, meanwhile Oliver and I lay on the bed side by side talking trying to sort ourselves out, I was so angry and jealous, I know and I mentioned that too, and I need to change, not just for me, but because my jealousy is not good for Oliver and only brings turmoil within our relationship.

After a while, Regie came back with the coffee and said my mom was outside talking to the doctors. It must be about my condition, or the baby's. Oliver told me I should take better care of myself, eat better, stress less, carry less weight too, if I want to preserve my life and my son's.

Sitting still and lying down is not my thing, I like to go out, I like to go for a walk, and I also eat little, but I will have to change, change for my son, change for us, I am two in one now so I will have to take care of myself then double.

Nurse ━━━ Rebecca Johnson, you're going to have an ultrasound in a few minutes, — he said and left.

Oliver ━━━ after missing yesterday's appointment...

Rebecca ━━━ don't bother me okay, woke up late it's normal.

Oliver ━━━ but if we had gone to the hospital yesterday the doctor would already analyze it and take care of you yesterday.

Rebecca ━━━ don't make me feel any more guilty than I already am.

Oliver ━━━ okay, sorry, let me help you up.

Rebecca ━━━ I don't know if I can, my body is still weird, it must be because of the IV I'm taking.

Oliver ━━━ I want to see how you look in that hospital gown.

Rebecca ━━━ Baby — I patted his arm and he laughed — it's not funny, but I know I look beautiful anyway.

Oliver ━━━ that's why.

Regie ━━━ I'm still in the room.

Rebecca ━━━ I completely forgot about you bro.

Regie ━━━ I noticed — he approached the bed — you good?

Rebecca ━━━ I'm feeling good, much better with you guys here, I was thinking, and if I lose my son, if you lose me, I've been thinking about it for a long time.

Oliver ━━━ don't think too much about it, you guys are fine — he put his hands on my belly — I love you two so so so much and I'll take care of you, I promise.

Regie ━━━ the important thing is that nothing worse happened and you two are fine.

Nurse ━━━ everything is ready — she said entering and two more nurses entered the room and took me to the next room, which was an ultrasound room, there was already a doctor for my procedure.

Oliver was talking to the doctor, he told what happened, talked about the appointments I had, while the doctor analyzed the image of my son on the screen.

During the procedure, his face was normal, which made me think there was no problem with my son.

With every ultrasound I cry, I cry when I see the human being developing in me, I see how he's really growing and he looks healthy, he's still just a speck, he's the size of a lemon, we can already see the baby's head and little legs forming. I can't feel him move yet because he is very precocious, I'm only 12 weeks pregnant but my belly is already noticing more.

The 11/12 weeks of pregnancy are the weeks of excessive tiredness, always going to the bathroom, and I felt it, that's why I'm always sleeping.

One of the best moments of my appointments so far was when Oliver and I heard our baby's heart beat, it was the best sound I've ever heard, I cried a lot that day, and it's recorded like Oliver did, he recorded everything.

A mother feels like a mother when she discovers her pregnancy and accepts it, but when you hear your baby's heart beat, you feel like the most important person in the world for it, only you can protect it, only you can take care of it, only you can do everything for his good and for that heart to keep beating, becoming a mother is having two hearts beating inside you, you become a mother and you are feeding someone inside you, you become a mother and give life for the one who is developing inside you.

Oliver ━━━ hey, the doctor is done.

Rebecca ━━━ I hadn't noticed, thanks.

Doctor ━━━ alright, we just redid the ultrasound to see how the placenta is, what happened to you, put your son in danger, but now you're fine and he doesn't have any other risks for now, but you'll need to take care Rebeca, your pregnancy is very delicate, for a short time you would lose your child, you already know the rules, don't you?

Rebecca ━━━ no stress, no effort, eating well and taking the medicine you are going to prescribe.

Doctor ━━━ very well, that's right.

Oliver ━━━ I'll call the nurses.

Doctor ━━━ no need, I'll go — he got up and left the room.

Oliver ━━━ got it, no stress — kissed me — I love you.

Rebecca ━━━ I love you too baby.

Oliver ━━━ you are my life okay? — he kissed my belly — I love you.

Rebecca ━━━ We love you.