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🫧 ✶⋆⊰ 𝟎𝟐𝟐 ⊱꙳⚘ 🍼

OLIVER 🤍

It's been a week since the incident. But you know the feeling of having everything taken away from you? It was how I was feeling.

I spent months without Rebecca, and during all those months, weeks, days and hours, I never managed to get her out of my head, I kept thinking about how they could be, if Rebecca was eating right, if she was doing the appointments, if she was taking care of her and our baby.

The day Rebecca called us, I almost had a seizure, I was so emotional. I could hear her, I could feel all the emotions through her voice, she sounded afraid and scared but happy and excited.

When I saw Rebecca up close I wanted to run and hug her tight, put her in my lap and give her all the love in the world, seeing her smiling warmed my heart and I ended up smiling like a fool looking at her. She was beautiful, her belly was huge and beautiful, she's the most beautiful pregnant woman in the world.

But I felt that all that was taken away from me again, my wide smile disappeared in seconds when that car blocked the view I had of her.

I followed everything, I didn't want Rachel to see me there or that in her head it was just someone who looked like me. I could see Rachel getting out of the car and go to my girlfriend, greeting her smiling, Rebecca didn't return the smile, she had a sad face.

When Rachel started the car, the same feeling that once again she was taken from me, came back and maybe stronger, because I had the opportunity to do something, I had the opportunity to stop it, but I didn't.

Natalia ━━━ Oliver?

Oliver ━━━ Come in mom. — I said sitting on the bed waiting for her to come in.

Natalia ━━━ Come on, aren't you going to eat?

Oliver ━━━ Well, I ain't hungry, but in a little while I'll come down to eat something, I swear.

Natalia ━━━ You promise? - sat on my bed

Oliver ━━━ I promise. — She smiled at me.

Natalia ━━━ are you sure you're okay? Mateo is so worried about you.

Oliver ━━━ I'm fine mom, don't worry, just a lil  tired, you know?

Natalia ━━━ okay my angel just know that everything is going to be okay — she kissed my forehead before leaving my room.

I was able to take a really long sigh, I felt tired and lost.

I need to get out for some fresh air.

I got up and went straight to the bathroom, washed my face to remove the tired look and then went downstairs to eat something.

There was no one in the kitchen, my mother and Mateo must have been in the living room watching a cartoon or using their cell phones.

I really had no appetite, I opened the fridge and took out the milk, put it in a bowl of cereal and went to the living room to sit next to Mateo who was actually playing.

Mateo ━━━ Oliver! — he said all excited jumping on my lap, I almost dropped my breakfast.

Oliver ━━━ what are you playing there?

Mateo ━━━ is a video on YouTube.

Oliver ━━━ cool — stroked his hair and sat on the couch.

I keep asking myself what is she doing right now.

By the time she must be waking up now, or maybe not, as lazy as she is, or she must be having breakfast, but I don't think so either.