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15. ⍢⌠ɱƴ ʄɑʋɭʈ ɑɠɑiɳ?⌡ツ
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I couldn't stop crying and my head hurt a lot because of it, every time I looked at my father a feeling of anger covered my body, not only anger but hate, fear of what he is really capable of, I underestimated his goodness, the badness of good people can be really fatal, as it's being for me.

I keep crying and my chest hurts, I am upset, and my baby is feeling it, it's is already calm, I know it's feeling what I am feeling.

My child is the only one who comforts me.

I dreaded having to walk away from Oliver. Of course we've been away from each other for a few days now, but because of his work, interviews, travel, when we argue, but these are acceptable reasons, I'm being forced to walk away from him, and I don't know when I'll see him again. .

I couldn't blame the baby in my belly, I'm the real culprit for all of this, I can't blame anyone but me, me and its father, I'm to blame for everything that's been happening lately.

The plane landed, it was long hours of travel, we got off and my dad and I didn't say a word until we left the airport, whenever he tried to communicate I would turn away or just pretend not to be there, I wasn't there at all, my soul was far away only my body was present in that place.

We got into one of the taxis in front of the airport, and the driver started up to that house, I couldn't memorize half the way to our new house, I don't remember anything about Florida I use to spend some time at my nana's house when I was only three years old.

In fact, the house is beautiful just from the outside, I can't imagine the inside, even though I like the house, I didn't show any reaction or interest.

As soon as my mom saw us she came running into my dad arms, the portrait of the happy family, they always want to act, but now I don't feel like I'm in the middle of a happy family, except in the midst of two adults who committed sins and dressed up as the devil to judge their daughter for the same sin.

Rachel ━━━ oh my daughter, sorry dear — she tried to get closer but I closed my face and she walked away — sorry my love, you have every right to be mad at us.

William ━━━ yes, but it will pass.

Rebecca ━━━ I have every right to be upset as I have every right to hate you...

Rachel ━━━ shut your mouth Rebecca, we are your parents.

Rebecca ━━━ if you were a good parents you'd realize my happiness is close to him, you'd know he makes me better than anyone else, know that now I prefer him over you, I hate you, I promise — I spat out all those words with hate and rage.

William ━━━ go to your room Rebecca, go to your room now — he yelled. — Suzette, take Rebecca to his room, — he said to one of the servants in that house.

Rechel ━━━ you'll have to behave yourself, you're not at your house Rebecca and we are your parents here, just respect us, got it?

Rebecca ━━━ I don't care, leave me alone! — I yelled and then did as I was told, followed Suzette to my new room.

I entered the room, and it was huge and beautiful too, the worst thing is that it was my style, the worst thing is that my mother knows me so well and knows the things I like and to make it worse or better, she put a huge photo of me, as I always wanted and on the bench next to my bed there were pictures of our family, my friends and my favorite picture with Oliver.

I took the picture and lay on the bed, all I wanted now was to be close to him and be able to talk to him, but I can't because my father took the phone and said that I would be without it this whole time, until I realized I won't see him soon.

I miss him more than anything, and I'll do anything to see him again.

I don't know what my parents' plans are, probably put me in a school here. But just it?

Wait, Wallace's parents used to live here too, what if... wait, no way.

No, never, out of the question.

I got up and went to take a shower, there was a bathroom inside my room, I went into the bathroom, took a relaxing shower and got dressed, they even arranged clothes in the closet, how long have they been planning this?

As soon as I finished getting dressed I stayed in my room I had nothing to do and I needed some occupation, anything but looking at my parents' faces.

Rachel ━━━ I know we're being unfair but it's all because of you honey, your protection and your child too, you are exposed to the internet, a lot of people know you but I feel like it's not really who you are.

Rebecca ━━━ what do you mean?

Rachel ━━━ this is what I see Becca, this is all to protect you, sorry we didn't warn you, but you weren't coming Rebecca, and I needed you to come anyway .

Rebecca ━━━ please mom, don't say things to sound like we're friends, you're trying to do this without implementing the context of parenting.

Rachel ━━━ it's not that daughter, I just...

William ━━━ dinner is ready — he said walking into my room.

Rebecca ━━━ I'm not hungry.

William ━━━ please, let's not start Rebecca, as soon as you're done talking, come downstairs — he said and closed the door on his way out.

Rachel ━━━ Rebecca I already talked to you about this.

Rebecca ━━━ Mom — I interrupted — you can do what he just did.

Rachel ━━━ he is your father.

Rebecca ━━━ I've always said "family first", but now I see that I can't put my family first if Oliver isn't included in it.

Rachel ━━━ you are so selfish Rebecca, you are just as selfish as your father.

Rebecca ━━━ I'm not like him, I'm not like him at all and I don't act like him — I covered myself with the sheets on my bed and waited for my mom to leave my room, I know I'm acting like a kid.

As soon as she did, I locked the door, turned off the lights and I fell asleep, I needed a break, I needed to focus, I needed to find myself.

I'm losing myself, I'm not feeling myself.