A Once In a Lifetime Love

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Here is an update that I know you all will enjoy I won't hold you long but I will give you something to keep you smiling until I can get another update..... 

xoxoxox

Love Queeny

Two months Later,

Ge'Yanni

"Yanni you seen my keys baby?" I rolled my eyes while grabbing Zave's keys off the counter.

"You really need to start looking for your stuff before asking me, they literally were sitting in your face." I said to him. He grabbed my hand leading me out the door and to his car.

 "And where the hell are we going, I told you I wanted to sleep in today I'm tired Zave." I whined as he helped me in and strapped on my seatbelt.

Zave had been nagging me all morning about getting dressed so that he could take me somewhere special however, I assured him that I wasn't in the mood to be around anyone hell I didn't even want to deal with his ass.

"Stop whining so much, you look too good for that frown to be on your face. Come here," I quickly leaned in kissing his repeatedly and smiled. "You've been cranky lately, every time I look around you snapping on me then crying to be under me, something I need to know?" He asked before getting in the car then turning his attention to me.

"No, I just haven't been myself lately due to the lack of sleep I've been getting." I half lied to myself and him.

"Yeah okay." Zave replied before starting the engine. "When was the last time you had that time of the month?" Knitting my eyebrows together as I did a mental check only to come up without a sure answer.

"Why, I know I'm not pregnant if that's what you're trying to imply." He looked at me then back at the road ahead. "I'm not saying nothing I was simply asking a question because you haven't been yourself Yanni that's all not to mention we been fucking like rabbits lately and not once have you said, "no babe I'm cramping." Instead of going back and forth I allowed his words to replay over in my head.

I guess with everything I had going on; trying to figure out whether or not I wanted to continue studying law or change my major halfway through the semester or just drop out altogether. I battled daily trying to decide what to do next with my life that I hadn't had time to even notice that my cycle hadn't come. On top of that still dealing with the bullshit I had gone through with my ex I sighed, there was no way in the hell I could be so out of it that I hadn't once stopped to notice that the one thing that goes on with my body monthly hadn't happen.

"We can stop and get a test if you want to, or you can find out and let me know either way I'm going to support you." Zave assured me, he grabbed my hand placing soft kisses on it. "Would you be ready for that, I know you have school and other things you wanna do but how would you feel if you are?" I shrugged, hell I wasn't trying to think about all that.

"I don't think I'm pregnant maybe just stressed however, it would hurt me to find out right now because I haven't even figure me out, I don't even have the means to care for a child right now. Shit school is hard now imagine doing it with a baby, no job, no stable place to live." I said listing all the things I would need to properly care for a chile. "I just don't think we should jump right into me possibly being pregnant not that I wouldn't want to have your kids I just think that it would be better if we waited until I got myself together you know. Especially career wise and financially." I told him. He looked over at me then back to the road nodding as if he understood.