A Once In a Lifetime Love

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Back with a banger like I said I would! I miss Wattpad so much man so I had to come back to where the love of writing is. Don't who or if it'll reach anyone but if it does just hit he like button and I'll keep the heat coming. I do have some new stuff coming and some updates on the old stories that I hope you all will love.... Now let's get on with it!

Ge'Yanni

"What's going on?" Caine asked, coming into my bedroom. Zave and Scrapp had gone out to do only God knows what and she decided to finally stop by after I had been texting her two days ago. "How are you feeling?"

"It's been two damn days Caine, what the hell man?" I shouted getting angry with her. "Thank God I wasn't dying or girl!" I said dramatically flopping down on the bed. I did my best to stop my tears from falling but failed.

"Sorry dang, what's wrong Yanni, why are you crying?" She asked rubbing my back to console me. "Did Zave do something to you because you know I'll fuck him up!" She shouted, jumping to her feet as if he was in the other room. "Is he giving you a hard time about the pregnancy?" 

"Ugh, no crazy, I haven't even told him that I'm pregnant." I admitted, finally saying it out loud before breaking down again. "Besides, what if the test was wrong?"

"If you don't want to be pregnant there's a client we can go to today that will handle that, and I won't utter a word to anyone. Don't get me wrong I love Zave down but I'm riding with you through whatever." Caine assured me. "But I can assure you the test wasn't wrong babes, you're pregnant."

"I'm not saying I want to get an abortion, but I don't know that I'm ready to be a mom. I see how amazing you are with Austin, and I couldn't imagine doing half of what you do, and you do it without help." I told her.

"Girl no I don't, and I wish you'd stop saying that! Thank God for you, my dad, Zave, Scrapp and Monica, you guys are my village and believe me you won't be doing it alone either Yanni. We're all going to be here for you whatever you need." She assured me again. I understood what Caine was saying but they weren't obligated to do any of those things for me, I needed to establish a life of my own. They were my family, a family that took me in and help me out with more than I could ever thank them for, there's no way I could bring a child into the world and expect the same I also I didn't want to depend on Zave to carry me for the rest of my life. 

"You guys aren't obligated to do those things for me through and now that I'm having a child." I shook my head no. I had to figure my life out one way or another. 

"My dad sees you as his daughter, my sister! In our eyes you and I are equal haven't we always treated you as such?" I agreed. "You aren't broke Yanni, you got the same graduation gift as me and I know for facts that's enough to take care you and maybe two kids for the rest of your lives. Money isn't the issue here so tell me what's really going on because Zave would do anything to see you and that baby happy." She grabbed my hands forcing me to look directly at her. "Yanni, what's going on baby, you know you can tell me anything right?"

"I just don't think I'm ready to be a mom. I'm only nineteen years old I haven't really lived my life; I haven't even been to Vegas!" I cried harder not even sure I wanted to go to Vegas, I just knew there were so many things in life I hadn't seen that I wanted to before becoming a mom. I wasn't sure if it was the hormones talking or what but suddenly, I was having second thoughts about everything.