delinquent

chapter twenty-six

My bottom hit the cold roof, i almost flinched but Moe's hand was right on top of me and i immediately felt it's warmth. I've never enjoyed the moon with anyone before and if i would, i'd most likely wanna do it with her.

"I was just sitting here recently, i was thinking about you.."

Her head rested above her kneecaps and her whole body hugging her legs before turning her head to me.

"Why is that so?"

I did the same position she did, i couldn't help to let out a small chuckle when i realized she was smiling at me.

"Cause i was obviously missing you, but i can't do that."

Immediately looking away, i moved closed to her before taking the side of her face to face me.

"That's stupid."

I told her.

"I was happy to know that you still miss me after pushing me away...but you know i'd always come back."

"And even if i have to wait for hours, days or even years i would."

She took my hand, i could my heart flutter at her action.

"Whenever you're ready.."

She shake her head 'no', her hand rested on top of my forearm.

"I just think that you should be doing other things.."

"But you should know that, i always love you remind that to yourself everyday and everything that i am trying to do is not for myself only."

"I am afraid of loosing you, and i have to make a decision to move away to keep you safe."

I shuddered, feeling the cold air of the night as i rested my head on her shoulder.

"I was unfair to you, i treated you bad, i wanted to suppress my emotions and i didn't wanna get too attached because...i can't have you not that time and unfortunately until now."

Taking her hand before intertwining to mine, i sighed biting my lip to contain my emotions.

"Aren't you afraid to be with me?"

I took my head off her shoulder, completely facing her. I didn't have to be honest because my perspective towards her changed. I understood why she has to hold a gun against someone's head.

"I understood you, and everything.."

I told her.

"I would even be glad to take your hand while we dodge bullets."

My hands reaching for the back of her head before pulling her closer to me by her waist, our foreheads finally meeting and our eyes closed, our breathing close to one another feeling each other's warmth overpowering the cold air hitting our bare skin.

"Can we stay like this forever?"

Moe whispered.

I was hesitant at first, but i could hear the beating of her heart and mine joining the same rhythm. My hands travel to her neck up to her jaw as i let out a long sigh before connecting my lips to hers.

She ignited the fire that was longing inside me, it's like a match. Her soft lips meeting mine felt like another dream, as my body heat up i noticed kissing her a lot longer but she was gentle through out.

My stomach was suddenly filled with butterflies when i felt her smile through the kiss, finally reconnecting, we rested each other's forehead on one another while smiling.

"I don't ever wanna worry about the odds, i just feel like what matters is what right in front of me."

Moe rubbed her thumb against my flushed cheeks.

"This is what i've ever wanted.."

At the moment, everything is going alright. She felt right and we both feel right, i didn't wanna let go of this moment ever again so i pulled her back into another kiss as we both struggled going back down her room.

We both laughed as i fell on top of her, she told me she hit her back on the window but i shush her by kissing her again. I could feel her breathing gets heavier the moment i placed my hand on her chest.

"The floor is literally wooden planks, my uncle might wake up."

She chuckled before pushing me away above her.

"I don't think his hearing is that sensitive."

I told her.

"Why'd you think so?"

She sat at the edge of her bed while i sat behind her, her fingers ran through her hair before turning around me with a curious look in her eyes.

"Do you wanna find out?"

I smirked, she bit her lip before nodding, a laugh escaped her lips before taking my arm. The moon light perfectly hits her room right into the mirror where she twirl me to be in front of her, her arms wrapped around my torso as she adjust cock her head to the side to get a glimpse of herself in the mirror.

My head leaning down a bit on her chest, trying to sway a little a bit as she did the same.

"I think you're too obsessed with me."

She whispered against with my ear.

"Yeah..."

My fingers ran through her arms.

"Is it okay if...you give me some time?"

I cleared my throat before giving her a nod, i didn't want things to be so complicated but it has been from the start.

Maybe just couldn't handle the thought of Moe letting go of my hand again, i couldn't tell her straight forward that it's driving me crazy that i couldn't even see her shadow. And now that we're here, just like i've always wanted. All i have to put over her is my trust.

I feel my hands slipping away from hers, yet she was still holding them smiling at me. I couldn't feel her warmth anymore, it felt like everything went cold.

"Moe?"

The door swung open revealing her uncle, he seemed un bothered with my presence.

"Heather, she needs somewhere to spend the night?"

He glance over Moe's shoulder and right by me, i waved back at him but he seemed cold and turned his eyes right back to Moe.

"It's late, we'll talk about this tomorrow okay?"

The door shut.

She faced me again, taking my hands and placing a gentle kiss above them.

"We'll be just fine, promise me you'll wait for me?"

I gave her a nod.

"Are your hands always this cold?"

She placed my hands over her cheeks as i gladly cupped them, her eyes closed as she smiled.

(sorry took too long to update, i was busy with school works :)