Never Be The Same Again | vsoo

Chapter 46: I've Decided

Friday morning.

"Ji, hon. Come on, let's eat." Mom stated right after she saw me walking down the stairs.

I just kept looking at her as she placed all the food in the table. When she noticed I wasn't moving, she looked at me, confused.

"What is it?" She asked, brows creased. Her eyes immediately opened wide. "Wait, are you having attacks again?" She immediately went towards me and hold my arm and my back for support.

I let out a small chuckle.

"No, mom. I'm fine." She led me to the table and let me sit on the chair. She sat on the chair beside mine and faced me.

I smiled at her. "Let's go."

Her eyebrows knitted, "Where, hon?"

"I have decided. Let's go away from here." I answered. "Just the two of us. Together."

That made her took a sigh of relief. She stroke my hair lovingly, fondling it gently. "Are you sure?"

I nodded and gave her a reassuring smile. "We both need it," I stated. "Right?"

She nodded and returned a smile.

***

When the class dismissed and lunch break starts, I let myself stay around inside the classroom while everyone went outside to eat in the cafeteria. 

I glanced at Jungkook's direction. "Kook-"

"Ji, I need to go." He was packing his things in a hurry. "My father called. He needs me in the company right away."

"Can you tell the teachers for me?" He asked. "Thanks." He rushed his way outside the classroom without looking back.

The room went silent after that.

I pouted. "Ahh, I'm craving for a strawberry milk."

I sighed. And started humming out of boredom.

My eyes roamed around the classroom and stopped at the back part when I noticed there was still someone at the back. I was quite shocked.

And funny how that someone is him.

Taehyung.

He was here the whole time?

Then again, his head was on the desk, curled up in the armchair.

I slowly creep my way towards him. I immediately saw his face facing on the side. His eyes was shut close. I slowly squatted and stare at his gentle sleeping face peacefully.

I slowly reached for his hair and started fondling it gently. "You still look like a baby when you sleep, Taetae."

I sadly smile. "My baby Taetae."

"Do I still have the right to call you that?" I asked to myself.

"I'm sorry for giving up on us," I whispered. Still, caressing his hair. "I'm sorry for being so weak."

"But I want you to know," I took a deep breath. "I love you so much." I whimpered, holding myself not to cry. "I really do."

"I hope you can be happy even though I'll be going awa-"

"Jisoo?"

I immediately got up in a panic. I glanced at the door in the front. I saw Mrs Yang peaking her head, looking for me.

"M-Mrs. Yang!" I called out.

She turned and face me. "Oh Jisoo, there you are." She was about walked inside but before she could walk closer, I rushed my way towards her.