Melancholy || Jikook ✔

CHAPTER 4 | MY FIRST LOVE

⭕Whatever lines are in italic is what he/she is thinking⭕

Jimin stirred from his sleep, he looked around to see where he had fallen asleep, memories of what happened a while ago flooded through his mind and he realised Jungkook was not on top of him anymore.
He checked his watch for the time and it was only past 12.
How the fuck did I fall asleep! Where did Jungkook go?

Jimin went around to check the door knobs and windows, switched off the hall lights and went inside the room. He saw Jungkook watching the TV again. As usual.

Why is he watching TV at this time of the night?? Does he even remember what happened few hours back? OMG!!! Hope he doesn't! How did he get sober so fast? Is he okay?? Get back to your senses Jimin, why do you even care!!

When Jungkook had woken up from his drunken sleep state he wasn't sure what to do, he knew it was Jimin he's on top of but noticed that Jimin was fast asleep. Jungkook tried to get away instantly, he felt like he would disturb Jimin so he got away slowly but forcefully. After he was up and steady he looked at jimins small pale face, his eyes trailed down to his body. Few seconds later Jungkook bought a blanket from the room cupboard and covered Jimin making sure not to wake him up or Jungkook would want to kill himself from the embarrassment. Why am I doing this?

"What are you staring at?" Jungkook broke jimins line of thoughts.

"Ah? Ummm.. n...na.. nothing"

Jimin closed the room door and lied down on his side of the bed, he partly wanted to ask Jungkook I remembers everything, but still stopped himself when Jungkook purposely increased the TV volume to annoy Jimin. Jimin sighed so loudly thinking the other might hear,but there was no response so he just turned to his right, and covered his left with a pillow to lessen the volume if not he'd legit go deaf in a few days.

Jimin here was trying to catch up on sleep so bad that he felt like screaming his lungs out of anger, he wanted push.. NO... throw Jungkook off a cliff.

Jungkook was distracted by a phone call while he was watching an intense football match he really didn't want to miss.
He looked upto see who was the culprit of the call was, turns out it was his hyungs calling him on a group call, he didn't want to pick up cause of Jimin by his side and he felt like Jimin will judge him of the way his interactions with his hyungs, but still it felt disrespectful to his hyungs so he ended up tapping on the join icon.

Few minutes in to the Call, Jungkook felt the bed was trembling.
What the fucks happening?
He looked to his right when he saw Jimin tremendously shaking turning towards his right, clutching the pillow to his chest, and brutally fell on the ground on his side of the bed. Jungkook just sat there confused of what just happened when he peeked to see what was happening to him and he noticed Jimin struggling and shaking while something white was dripping from his mouth to the ground and his eyes had dilated to the back yet tears streaming along with the situation. Jungkook was so startled that he threw his phone to the back and got down to Jimin kneeling beside him
He shook jimin to ask what was happening when he realised that JIMIN IS HAVING FITS.
Jungkooks trembling hands was messing on Jimins side table trying to find anything metal, when he caught a bunch of keys inside his drawer. He held that in Jimins hands trying to stop the fit. As to what he knows metal temporarily stops fits.

Jimin was sick, he needed to be at the hospital, he never wished for this pain again, he had enough before. Jimin was shaking sevearly when all the memories of his past flashed in front of him.
SMILE, EYES, LIPS, PERMED HAIR, DATES, FIRST KISS, LAST KISS, WAITING.. REGISTRATION OFFICE..EMPTINESS..DEAD.
Is this the last time I see you?
I miss you Taehyungie, let's meet each other very soon, okay?

The last thing Jimin felt was something cold and hard being forced inside his tight fists and a voice calling out to him, before he completely blacked out.
"JIMIN?? JIMIN ARE YOU OKAY?, HOLD ON WHERE GOING TO THE HOSPITAL OKAY??!! A FEW MORE MINUTES AND WE'LL BE THERE. ALRIGHT??!! JIMIN! WAKE UP."

As Jungkook arrived at the hospital carrying a sick feather in his arms, a few nurses and helpers dragged a stretcher near him to place Jimin on. And Jimin was taken into an emergency room, and Jungkook had to wait outside, all he could see was from the tiny round glass on the door, when he saw Jimins body going up and down while the doctors tried to wake him up by doing CPR all Jungkook could do was just think how hard he treated Jimin, Jungkook was going nuts, he didn't want any pain or sorrow in his future after his past. He felt hot tears streaming down.

He was alone he didn't know Jimin, or had no idea about the next step, he planned on calling his hyungs when he realised he had left his phone at home and his hyungs on call.
Did they hear anything?? Oh no, will they come home thinking somethings wrong??
Jungkook was about to go home when the doctor came out.
He sighed in relief becuase if he had gone home he'd miss talking to the doctor.

"Are you family to Jimin?"
"Yes, Husband"
"Give me details" the doctor asked while walking to his room, removing the gloves and throwing it in the closest bin, Jungkook following him.
"Details??" Jungkook was confused.
"His age? His fits? His first attack?"
Jungkook just stared at the doctor, having no answer to any of the questions being thrown at him.
"Okay, his surname"?
"Oh his surname is Le..no I think it starts with J.."
The Doctor looked at Jungkook as if he was going to stab him right there.
"Listen Mr Jeon, he's your husband, when did you guys get married?"
"Umm I think it was around 3 weeks ago".
"He's your husband, you have to know details about him, what is marriage without those?? I can clearly see this wasnt a happy one but see, did u even know he is sick before you got married? Look at his state! Did u check on what happened?? His first panick attack?? Reach out to me when you have the answers Mr Jeon."
The doctor then reached out to a nurse in the hallway asking to find out about his paitient Jimin immediately and get in contact with his family ASAP.

Jungkook was just looking at the ground, when another set of hot tears streamed down his face, He wanted Him to be here so bad. He wished for him to say that everything will be okay, that non of it is his fault.
He was brought back to conscious when he heard his name, being called from afar, he looked up to see where the sound was coming from.
"JUNGKOOK!!" He saw his hyungs calling, waving and running towards him.
How did they know I'm at the hospital? Did they go home??

"Joon hyung! How did you guys know I'm here"
"leave that a side Jungkook, now tell us what happened to Jimin" yoongi spoke first.
Jungkook explained everything what happened..."So basically the doctors saying this isn't Jimins first time and that for me to get to know his details, should we call Mr Park? Oh shit! I fucked up! He was a PARK."
Jungkook felt so ashamed of himself on how he could not remember his own father inlaws name, when the other 3 looked at him, confused.

"Did yall go home?"
"Ofcourse Kook, how could we not with all those screams we heard???!!! We were about to get inside when your security guard told us you were carrying a dead Jimin, so we assumed its to the hospital, the closest one." Namjoon replied.
"Thanks Guys, I needed you all anyways" Jungkook looked down and sighed, when Namjoon hugged him followed by Hobi and Yoongi.

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Y'all wanna guess the twist??? Or who Jimins past is? I think I did mention, SOMEWHERE🤭. And why is Jungkook afraid of his hyungs going to his home??😏

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