Melancholy || Jikook ✔

CHAPTER 5 | PAST

Time flew by real quick, everything went by a flash. Namjoon giving deets about Jimins age etc to the doctors,
Mr Park rushing in with a guy which Jungkook had no idea who it was when Namjoon introduced him as Kai, Jimins best friend.

Kai stopped close to Jungkook, and gestured Mr Park to go on and see Jimin first, Mr Park squeezed Jungkooks arm before going further.
"So Mr Jungkook, good to see you again I guess?"
"Sorry?"
"I was at your place yesterday? Remember??"
"Wait a second, you were where?"
"I actually came to meet Jimin, when I was about to leave you came home..*pause..glare.*..DRUNK.."
"I understand Mr Jungkook, but don't you dare". Kai came close to Jungkook glaring daggers at him, he was pretty close to Jungkooks height, I'd say taller by centimetres."Don't you fucking dare hurt Jimin again". and he took a few steps back looked at the other 3 watching the scene in disbelief and went inside the room where Jimin was.

"Jungkook what's happening??" Joon looked concerned.
"Jungkook speak, we need to know!" Hobi was worried too.
"I....I...I don't know..wh..what to do.."
"Are you going home drunk every night???" Yoongi asked grabbing Jungkook." Are you on drugs or something kookie?".
"Kookie, what's all this?" Joon asked again pleading.
Hobi had enough, he grabbed Jungkook by the front of his sweatshirt, and was about to throw a punch at him when yoongi grabbed him from the back to stop the mess as passers were watching intently like it was some theatre show.
"JUNGKOOK, WE STOPPED THIS DIDNT WE??? WE VOWED TO NEVER DISHEARTENED ANYONE AROUND US AFTER JIN! BUT WHY????? WE CANT LOOSE YOU TOO KOOKIE! WHATEVER YOU DO STILL WILL NOT BRING HIM BACK! YOU GET THAT???" Hoseok was heartbroken afterwards, he left the hospital followed by a freaked out Yoongi. "hobi!! wait up!!".

Namjoon came close to Jungkook and hugged him, they both were crying in each others arms, wetting there shoulders, When Namjoon was calm enough to console the other they broke apart. He brought Jungkook to the seat outside Jimins room and tried to speak out.
"Jungkook, listen, you gotta stop this okay? Hmm? Look at me!" Jungkook looked up at Joon and tried to understand what he was saying..
"You can't be drinking every night! You've hurt Jimin, you've let down Hoseok and Yoongi and me and him, Look at Jimins state.. to what I know apparently he has a dark past..Just like yours.. I'm not saying any of this is your fault, it's totally not your fault, but you have to understand, understand for each other." Jungkook was listening with widened eyes, realising so many things he'd done to Jimin. And why Namjoom was telling this to him as he knew Jimin was somehow younger.

"Maybe Jimin doesn't want to open up the way you dont want to, but he did have a hard time, so what I'm trying to say is hear his story out, ask him gradually, talk to him, you never know he might even tell it to you now. You both will eventually try to let go of your past and learn the future, learn the next step, learn the coming struggles. Nothing can be done instantly, you need time, which is not an easy thing to catch after letting it go. Jungkook, don't let your past blackmail your present, to ruin your beautiful future. Let go of him now, let go of all that drama we went through, don't let it swallow you yeah?" Jungkook nodded with glossy eyes, showing that he was listening. Namjoon hugged Jungkook once more, and Jungkook held onto him not wanting to let go, cause he felt like he'd breakdown again if he was alone.
"Im so sorry hyung, I didn't mean any of this, and I'm not doing drugs anymore I swear my life, yes I did drink all night long, but not the drugs, trust me."

Namjoon left after a few minutes saying he'll check on Hobi and Yoongi. Jungkook agreed on talking to Jimin and checking on him, he forced himself to vow that from now on he'll try his best to treat Jimin with care and support him how any married couple would support each other.

Kai had left without saying another word to Jungkook, just a glare on the way and out. He knew Mr Park was still with Jimin, cause he didn't want to interrupt so he just sat there while his mind was taking him to places. He went back to thinking what Kai was talking about he started the pattern again trying to remember each and every single detail.

Left work at 7 30, went drinking with drink buddies, left the bar drunk at 9 40....*think think think*..... went home walking "Where did I leave my car? Shit!" Got a few glances from strangers encountered inside the lift. Banging the door, being screamed at by Jimin, pulled inside, smack on the couch, smooch on the lips! "FUCK FUCK FUCK WHAT THE FUCK DID I DO, NO WAY I DID THAT" *Looks down rubbing his temples*"IM DONE FOR!! WHY DID I KISS HIM!! HES NOT.....FUCK THOSE DAMN LIPS!"

Jungkook sat up, trying to clear his mind from the all the things that's been happening, he tried to believe that it was all because of the drinks, it was actually. But now remembering he felt like he did that on purpose and that he won't mind doing it again..what the duck, Jungkook forget it.

Jungkook cleared his throat while knocking on the door, before entering, when he slightly opened he saw Mr Park patting Jimins head when they were laughing at a joke Mr Park would have cracked. A small smile appeared on Jungkooks lips as he was witnessing what was happening infront and right there Mr Park looked up at Jungkook followed by Jimins eyes turning towards him. Jimin had a cast around his neck from the terrible fall earlier.

Once Jimin saw Jungkook standing near the door his smile instantly died down, he didn't want Jungkook now, he wanted his father, his friend to be with him, he didn't want to even look at Jungkook. Just at that time Mr Park was up already.
"Dad your leaving??"
"Yes son, I'll leave you both to the rest, and Jimin I'll see you tomorrow okay?"
"It's fine dad, I asked Kai to help me with the discharge procedures, you don't have to worry."
Jimins father looked from Jungkook to Jimin, Jimin to Jungkook. Jimin realised he shouldn't have said that out loud, he imaginaryly smacked his head. His father gave regards to Jungkook before leaving, and Jungkook as usual just nodded with a smile.

Jungkook walked closer to Jimin and took the seat his father in law was seated before. He knew Jimin was avoiding him but he had no choice.
"How are you feeling now?"
"Good I guess"
........awkward silence........
"Jimin, Can I ask you something?"
Jimin looked at Jungkook with a questioning look, and nodded saying to go on.
"Was this your first attack? Or when was your first fit?"
For some reason Jimins heart sank, he wanted to tell Jungkook everything, he wanted to let go of everything, he wanted to share his pain.
Was it the way Jungkook asked?  His Concerned eyes? Stressed temples???
"You really wanna know?" Jimin looked at Jungkook with a smirkish smile.
"Am I allowed to say YES?"
"Yes, yes you are"Jungkook adjusted himself on the chair when Jimin had already started.

4 years ago
Brand new year
2016......

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Anyone understood why Jungkook doesn't want his hyungs home??
Forget it lol.
I'm so excited to write the next chapter!!!! it may take a few days, bare with me loves.

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