Melancholy || Jikook ✔

CHAPTER 16 | JINKOOK (pt 4)

Jungkook and Jin had been dating for 3 months now, dates to the parks, movies, breakfast lunch dinner, the two were inseparable. His hyungs were happy about Jungkook for being occupied and loved as of his depressed childhood.

Jungkook lost both his parent in an accident which happened years ago when they were going on a trip. And the only one who survived was Jungkook.
He was later put in the orphanage where he met his three favourite human beings in the world who had terrible pasts just like his but leaving all the sorrow aside the four aspiring boys made it out in this undeserving world. They survived together, holding hands day and night and it was all worth it to who they are today, successful gentlemen if I'd call it.

Though lately Jungkook noticed Jins health going weaker and weaker when sometimes he'd come for their dinner date looking pale as porcelain and they'd never bring out about this.
Jungkook also noticed how Jin would cover  his paleness with make up and how he'd hold his hands in fists to avoid the tremblings. And even one night Jin had run to the washroom coughing while Jungkook peeked and asight he still remembers as a nightmare were Jin coughing out blood.

~Namjoons pov in telling the story to Jimin~

"3 months they were together Jimin, it was a sight to never forget, non of us had seen Jungkook this excited. He was in cloud nine. Literally if that's what they mean.

Once Jin was found passed out in his lobby, and was taken to the hospital.
That was the day we saw Jungkook, slowly breaking down. He was out with us while we waited for doctor to finish examining Jins.
And the next this that happened was, I really don't know how to say Jimin it's just so depressing and difficult". Namjoon started crying his tears slowing breaking out.
Jimin just looked down, trying not to cry, he had a feeling of what was going to happen but once Namjoon really said what happened he thought his brain was out from the shock.

"The next thing we saw was a body falling to the ground just where we were standing, Jimin I'm telling it was Jin, we didn't know why, what but that was the time we saw Jungkook again, looking just like how we saw him for the first time at the orphanage."
"They had taken Jin away later, Jungkook never let a tear fall until we were standing infront of Jins grave, he still never shed a tear or cried" Namjoon was bawling at this point, yoongi and Hobi now awake looking down in sympathy as namjoon was telling them.

End~

That night Jungkook had gone to the hospital rooftop, the first time he started crying, he had tears going on and on, he crouched down to the spot where Jin had fallen from, memories of his racing through Jungkooks mind, the more the memories the more he started bawling..
"JINNNNN" HE SCREMED
"HOW COULD YOU LEAVE ME!!! FUCK YOU!! FUCK YOU SO FUCKING MUCH!!! I HATE YOU!! YOU....YOU CANT LEAVE ME..."

Jungkook was still crying, banging the ground his hands in a fist. He was hugged by his hyungs suddenly. Namjoon knowing and followed Jungkook that night with Yoongi and Hobi.
Jungkook fell into Namjoon and Yoongis embrace and bawled till his lungs out.
"Hyungggg.... he.. he.. left me.. I want him backkkk.."
"I know Jungkook I know, please stop crying now please..." Yoongi spoke trying not cry as the other two were already a crying mess.
"He can't.. he can't leave me like that.. not even a goodbye. I couldn't even see him hyung... why did he jump off like that??!!...."
Jungkook kept screaming struggling while yoongi held him tight.

"Years and years had gone, Jungkook still would go up there every year on that day. We knew so just go and stay up there early incase he does something stupid. He d
Just sit on the edge and talk to Jin or anyone and then after exactly an hour he'd just go off until this year I asked him to get married and he agreed.." Namjoon finished.

"But you guys should know the reason for Jin to suicide like that right?" Jimin questioned.
"We never know what was going on in Jins mind Jimin, he didn't leave any letter or message nothing, how much we tried to find we couldn't get any clue. The only thing we know is that the doctor said he was in pain and he had less than 24h to live and the nurse said after he found out about that he just ran out of the room and by the time the gaurds reached him he was already gone." Yoongi spoke rubbing his temples.

After a few minutes of just awkward silence and namjoon was back after a whipping..
"Okay guys let's get going, oh and hold on to hobi" he winked at Yoongi, who just smiled in confusion.
"Thanks for telling me about Jin" Jimin smiled at Namjoon and went for an embrace, which Namjoon returned with a  happy heart.

Jimin went inside the room after his hyungs left, he noticed Jungkook who uncomfortably was laying on the bed.
He went to him, removed his sock and straightened his posture, Jimin was about to remove his hand fron under Jungkook when Jungkook caught it and hugged his hand, "thank you...Jimin, because of you I can finally.... let go of Jin in ...a peaceful mind" Jimin knew he was just mumbling in his sleep and will not remember a thing in the morning but still it made him smile. He took his hand away slowly, and covered him with the blanket and walked out switching off the lights.

Jimin returned to the couch, his mind bringing back all what Namjoon said about Jungkook and Jin.
Wonder why he died like that, he has left a gem behind. But Jungkook has gone through so much imagine seeing your loved one dieing infront of you.. I'm gonna be there for him from now on..
Jimin looked towards their room while tears forming. He stayed that way imagining his life with Jungkook now he hoped that Jungkook would slowly accept Jimin..

That night Jimin had fallen asleep on the couch...

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