Melancholy || Jikook ✔

CHAPTER 10 | NOTHING

Jungkook was too stunned once Jimin was done with the story telling, both of them had dried tear stains in their flushed cheeks, Jungkook didn't want jimin to see him cry so he stood up at once and turned the otherway, to clean before facing Jimin again.

Jimin looked up, facing the backside of Jungkook "I've seen you cry before Jungkook, so it's fine."
Jungkook turned around, surprised again and looked at Jimin as if to ask "when".
"No, I think your mistaken."
Jimin just laughed it off and looked down again at his own fidgeting hands. When Jungkook sat back on the chair. Concerned as hell, with multiple thoughts.
"How did you move on? After all that?" He questioned Jimin trying to hold back his tears.
" Nothing surprising to be honest, I acted as it was all dream Jungkook, never spoke about him, avoided Dad as much, got a few Jobs to keep me away from my zoning thoughts and, Dad was kinda fed up of me and last month when he asked me if want to get married, I said YES because I couldn't torture Dad anymore." Jungkook nodded still shock in what Jimin had to go through.

Jungkook turned towards the side table and took hold of Jimins phone and gave it to Jimin, gesturing to unlock the pattern and Jimin looked at Jungkook in a confused way what the heck does he want my phone for? Just because I said him my past doesn't mean he can care for me, like no way I'm allowing affection into my heart ever again. Jimin unlocked it anyways and shoved it on Jungkooks open palm.
"You should get some sleep Jimin, I'll be down in the lobby, call me if you need anything, here's my number, just call me, you don't have to go call others to get discharged," Jungkook glared at Jimin leaving the phone back in the side table and Jimin just nodded kinda freaked out.

Jungkook left after a while walking down the ward corridor lost in his thoughts.
How can someone love another to this extent? What and what must've Jimin gone through...
It was 5am when Jungkook checked the time and realised that he could go the rooftop instead where he could watch the sunrise plus use it as a moment to clear his mind, he turned back and walked in the direction of the elevator.

Jungkook stepped outside, the cold foggy morning breeze hitting him right on his bare face, it wasn't entirely dark just slow light rising from his right side, he walked further to the edge and looked at the tall buildings infront, the familiarity of this place haunting him, he turned to his left and saw the other hospital wing where Jimin was probably sleeping.
Will I be happy with Jimin? What is this new feeling?? Should I just give up and love him? Am I allowed to? Will he be happy?? Or will he love me thinking I'm Taehyung. Why did you have to die Taehyung!

Jungkook looked back at the tall buildings, looked down and the height gave him chills, he looked down again and got into a position to reach the pane and stood on it, if he puts one feet out he'd be down, and dead. Memories of his last time in this exact same spot rushing like floods of water. He opened both his arms, feeling the wind blowing through him, he wondered what it feels like to die.
I couldn't save you Jin, but will you save me?

After Jungkook left Jimin couldn't sleep, he had many thoughts taunting him, was it right for me to say my past to Jungkook?? He would atleast not come home drunk right??? Anyways I'm leaving next month somehow so it's fine but still, why am I worried for him?? Gaawwwdd just stop being good for once Jimin! Jimin walked toward the window and was watching the busy street, it's probably true that people literally start for work at 5 in the morning. He looked up to the sky and saw the sun rising slowly, and to his left was the other hospital wing, he looked up at it and didn't bother when he looked again he noticed a small black figure on the edge of the rooftop, he moved to the end of his room to get a better glance of the the figure when he saw the same black sweatshirt and grey plaid pants, his eyes widened in shock!
"Jungkook!" He screamed, ofcourse how would he hear, Jimin scrambled for his phone and searched for the number Jungkook saved earlier and it was named as "Jungkook (husband)" Huh! Who is he trying to show off to??!
He ignored his stupid thought and dialed the number and it kept ringing and ringing until he heard a tiny "Hel..hello".

Jungkook was still up high, for some reason that's he loved being tortured, in a good term he loved pain and that's why he got all the piercings and tattoos before, he didn't want to show it to anyone just for him and himself but he loved all the pain. However painful it was he just loved it.
He felt someone vibrating through his pocket when he picked the phone it was Jimin, he answered, the wind making him catch a cold.

"What the fuck are you doing up there??!! Are you crazy??? Do you really want to die Jungkook?? Get your fucking ass down right now!" Jungkook was welcomed with bombarding screams he took the phone away for a few seconds until Jimin was done. He then looked down to his wing when he saw the lights on in one room and a tiny angry figure looking back at him from the window, this made Jungkook wheeze, he wanted to just go squeeze Jimin on how cute he was.
"Aren't you supposed to be sleeping Jimin?"
"What why?? You like that?? Literally Jungkook just get down from there first and then let's talk okay, or else I'm coming there."
"Jimin come on, this is nothing see" Jungkook walks an inch further trying to tease Jimin.
"JUNGKOOK!"
"Alright Alright, I'm down, now go sleep. I'll be there soon."
Jungkook looked at Jimin again when a small staring session happened, Jimin just was angry and hurt and Jungkook just wanted to feel it so bad, they both were an emotional traumatised couple. Jungkook walked away first and went back down through the bridge to Jimins wing. He reached his ward room but couldn't go inside he felt ashamed about Jimin witnessing what he didn't want anyone to witness. He prepared his self with all answers before knocking on the door and heading inside closing it from his back side.

Jungkook was wanting the feeling again, the feeling he got from being with Jimin, after remembering their kiss that day he thought that if he asks Jimin to give him that again would he refuse or not, his right brain said he wouldn't but his left brain kept giving him hopes only. He stepped inside room, meeting an angry Jimin with probably a prepared questionnaire.

"What were you thinking Jungkook??"
"Ummm... nothing just wanted to clear my mind"
"That doesn't mean you could be standing there, in that corner. You really didn't have to clear your mind did you?, the lobby was fine, my room is fine, up there you could've died Jungkook."
"Jimin, I didn't mean to trust me, what makes a difference anyways.." Jungkook looked down, his right hand going to the back of his neck.
"Difference??! HA! Jungkook you amaze me at times. For goodness sake your my husband and didn't you say me to call you for getting discharged? So what difference exactly are you talking about?"
Is Jimin really opening up to me now? So he did save me in the end...

Jungkook didn't reply and the two were stuck in an awkward silence when Jimin angrily sat down on the bed corner, he removed the neck gaurd and left it on the bed as he was getting heated up out of frustration.
Jungkook couldn't resist his pit feeling he walked towards Jimin, squat down in front of him and held jimins small right knee with his left palm.
"Can I kiss you?"
Jimin looked at Jungkook as if he was going to smack him in the eye, they looked at eachother intensely, tension rising. Jungkook wanting so bad and Jimin trying not to get his feelings mixed.
Without hesitation Jungkook grabbed jimin by the collar and smacked his lips on the other. Jungkook kept going on from one side hoping his feelings would subside, but he kept wanting more, to taste the younger, he kept doing baby stuff until he bit on the youngers lower lip as way to ask permission for entrance when Jimin opened it with a moan and Jungkook used this opportunity to taste every angle he could.

Jimin didn't avoid at first, it actually felt good, he almost thought if he should just stay back with Jungkook. Will he keep me happy? I think he is good after all. But what is his story?, should I ask him after he's done kissing? Or give him space to eventually open up.
"Ouch" jimin moaned and opened his mouth for Jungkook, Jimin kissed back this time, memories of that night flooding through, how he resisted his self from kissing, he was taking advantage now feeling the best he could.

The two were full turned on when Jimin pushed Jungkook away, catching for his breath heaving so hard, Jungkook came closer to jimin pulling his forehead to his and the two were breathing eachother.
"Thank you" Jungkook spoke in a whisper, after a few minutes he stood up trying to get his senses back.
"Call me once Kai comes I'll sort the rest with him" Jungkook was about to leave when he turned back and saw a flustered Jimin trying to avoid his eyes, "Jimin it's alright, we're married, so kissing your spouse is not a problem, alright?". Jimin nodded looking down, and when he looked up to Jungkook, he was already gone.

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