Melancholy || Jikook ✔

CHAPTER 9 | VMIN (pt 4)

Jimin was up and down at 5 30am, he didn't need to be up for that as he was up up the whole night, partly excited, partly upset for not telling his dad or Kai that he's getting married today. He thought if he'd miss this last chance of getting Taehyung he'd not even remember who he is, he was scared he would forget his dad, Kai and his own existence, it felt as if he was breathing only cause of Taehyung and he really wanted to live with him. If its not a happy marriage atleast Jimin was thankful enough just to be by Taehyungs side and just love him till the very end.

Jimin tried his best to be silent while leaving the apartment, tip toeing a hundred times, trying not to cause chaos around. He reached the registration office 5 minutes to 6, standing outside the closed office even though knowing it opens only after 7am. He wondered why Taehyung said be here at 6, not get the negative thoughts aside he wandered from both gates left and right WAITING.....
After 10 min of waiting Jimin was met with an old man, driving a cycle. The security guard walked up to Jimin who was standing near the IN gate.
"Son, why are you here so early? The office opens only at 7"
"No sir I'm alright, we were actually gonna meet here at 6 and I'm sure he'll get here soon."
"Alright son, I'm going to go open up everything inside, the sun's facing this side today, so you go stay inside my booth right there, I'll be back soon" the gaurd showed Jimin the booth and left with a bunch of keys in his hand and Jimin just bowed twice and didn't move. He just stood there, worried that Taehyung wouldn't find him if he goes inside the booth as its inside the office gates.

7am- standing still

10am- standing still

1pm- standing still

6pm- standing still

8pm- standing still

Jimin didn't move a muscle from his spot, he just stood there with so much hope and positive thoughts waiting for as much as his feet could give. He tried his best to not go into his left brain, he felt like he'd kill his self if he did.
A few minutes later the gaurd was back outside the gate with the same bunch of keys.
"Son!" Jimin was looking down, cheeks flustered with a dash of pink from all the standing and the hot sun.
"He didn't come didn't he?"
Jimin shook his head side ways.
"It's alright son, ive witnessed alot like these situations and its totally not your fault, maybe he changed his mind, you never know but if your going to keep balming yourself for that then trust me you've failed, you have a whole path infront you still not stepped upon, I think you should leave now, it's gotten dark and it's not right to stay for him now. All I can say is that life goes on"
For some reason Jimin felt the life goes on was an insult. He himself was shocked that he had not shed even one tear till now, he though if he can even cry now?? Have I gotten so emotionless in a span of few hours only?

As the gaurd left in his bicycle, a car stopped right next to Jimin, and out from the drivers seat was his Dad standing their looking at Jimin as if he knew what Jimin was upto today.
"Mr Choi said he saw you infront of the office, I knew about this Jimin, but now that it's over I think we should head home. Enough of all the drama."
Jimin was angry and frustrated, he wanted to cry so bad, he wanted punch Taehyung, he wanted to Kiss Taehyung but he didn't get any of the feelings but he did get them too. He silently got inside the passengers seat.
When his Dad raced through the roads
"Dad, take me there please"
"No, not anymore."
"Please dad! I need to see him now"
"Alright, but should I do the talking?"
"No its fine, I think I'm gonna do the talking from now."

Jimin looked out the window lost in thoughts, while his dad silently drove to Taehyungs home.
Every wedded couple Jimin sighted leaving the office with huge bright smiles, he eagerly wished that it was him and Taehyung but everytime he saw the time running his dreams kept shattering and at one time he wondered why was he even stuck in this mess, why did he even get to know Taehyung?