Wren

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Wrens POV
"Bruce"
"Yes Wren"
"Can I go shower"He turned to me and I fiddled with my fingers.
"Yes I think you should be good to go well to at least lose the tubes"
"Thank god"After he unhooked me he helped me stand regaining my balance.I walked out to see them all in a meeting.
"Wren"Tony had a warm smile walking over to me and taking my hand.
I'm okay Bruce I whispered.
"Why don't you sit"
"I'm okay..Nat can I use your shower"
"Of course..do you need help"
"I should be fine"I walked down the hall to Nat's room and shut her door.I took a deep breath and sat on her bed and lost it.I started sobbing uncontrollably.I ran into the bathroom starting the water so they couldn't hear my sobs.
Wren a soft voice murmured.
Just a second I murmured wiping my tears away.I opened the door to see Wanda.She frowned and opened the door pulling me into a hug.
"I brought you some clothes okay"
"Thank you"
"Your welcome do you want me to sit outside in case you need help"
"No I'll be okay thanks Wands"
"Your welcome babes just take deep breaths okay and I can show you some breathing exercises that can help with anxiety okay"
"I'd like that a lot thank you"She nodded and I closed the door taking my time showering.I walked out in Wanda's clothes with my hair damp and sat next to Steve and Nat.They both took my hands and I squeezed them.Steve and Nat were easily the people I were closest too.James stared at Steve who slowly released his grip on my hand.I laid my head on Natasha's shoulder.

I was in the guest bedroom closer to Morgan than anyone else for a temporary time.Peter was across the hall in the bedroom he's always had.They changed my room around with Tony promising to take me shopping for some new things even though I protested.
"Hey honey can I come in"
"Yes you can Pepper"She always valued my privacy no matter what which was a blessing.
"Tony said if you wanted to take someone with you and get a couple things from your place you could borrow a car"
"Okay..thank you"I walked out to see was around preferably Natasha or Steve but id be okay with anyone.James was just scrolling through his phone as he let Morgan play with his hair and I smiled.
"Buck why don't you take Wren"
"Take Wren where"
"To get a couple of things from my flat.It's not a big deal I can go by myse"
Absolutely not Tony interjected.
"I'll go do you want to go now"
"If we could but if your busy I can wait"
"I'll take you now"I nodded and slipped on one of Steve's jackets he let me borrow.Bucky glanced at it seeing Rogers stitched into it.I stayed quiet.
"Lead the way"
"If it's okay with you do you think we can walk James"
"We can walk if you want Wren"
"I'd prefer it"He walked next to me keeping me close.
So when do I get to be able to call you bucky I teased after the 10 minutes of awkward silence.
"You can call me Bucky if you want"
"Thought that was just for special people"
"It is but I think your special enough"He had a small smile and I blushed slightly.
"Well thank you Bucky"
"Your welcome Doll" I walked out the apartment steps Bucky following closely behind.I seen my door was different.
What happened to my door I murmured.
"I had to uh break it down that day"
"Oh okay"I unlocked it and instantly seen the trail of blood to my bedroom.I pulled out my suitcase and started filling it with clothes while Bucky sat on my bed watching me intently.
Your flat is nice he murmured.
"Thank you..my car is downstairs I thought we'd take that back"
"Yeah that's fine"I finished up quickly helping Bucky load my items into my jeep and getting in the drivers seat going back to the compound.
"You know if you ever can't sleep and need to talk I'm the last room on the left"
"Thank you Bucky"
"Your welcome doll"He carried all my things up not letting me lift a finger.
"At least let me hold something"
"I got it just fine thank you"
"Okay"He put the bags in my room and I started unpacking.
"Hey doll"
"Yes Bucky"
"Here"My eyes widened as I watched him take off his leather jacket.He put it on my bed.
"Bucky I can't take your jacket"
"Sure you can it's yours finish unpacking so you can watch a movie with Steve and I"
"Okay well thank you"
"Your welcome Doll"When I finished unpacking I walked out in some comfy pajamas and pulled a cardigan over top.

I walked out to see Steve and Bucky were both talking quietly.
So which movie are we watching you questioned making your presence known.
"You look nice Wren"
"Thanks Stevie"
"Yes doll you do look beautiful"
"You both don't work to bad yourselves"Bucky had some grey sweats on that hung low on his hips and a black muscle shirt.His metal arm glinting almost in the light of the tv.Steve had on a pair of black sweats similar to Bucky's with a white muscle shirt on.
So what do you want to watch I murmured chewing on my bottom lip nervously.
"Doesn't matter Wren you choose okay"
"Okay"I picked up the remote scrolling through Netflix til I clicked on the kissing booth.The boys both watched and I laid my head back on the couch.
"Doll here lay your head on my lap"
"Okay"I laid down on Buckys thick thigh my hand resting in between my cleavage so I didn't flash him.His hand ran up and down my arm as we all watched in silence.I pushed my hair back behind my ear and Bucky started running his fingers through it gently.
Is this okay doll he murmured and I nodded wanting him to continue.I sighed softly when his hand slid all the way up and massaged gently.I chewed on my lip and tried to focus on the movie.I wondered if I'd ever find someone that loves me fully and understands me.I looked over to Steve and giggled.
"Well he didn't last long"
"No he didn't doll"Bucky shook Steve who just went right to his room.
Goodnight Stevie I murmured.
"Goodnight Wren & Buck"
"Night"I started to sit up and Bucky released me.
"Sorry my arm is falling asleep"
"It's okay doll"I leaned my head on his shoulder and his hand rested on my shoulder.I rubbed my arm and he pulled me closer.
Cold doll he murmured.
A little I confessed and he smiled down at me.He pulled me across his lap almost like a cradle.
Better he murmured and I nodded my cheek resting against his shoulder.

Buckys POV
I looked down at Wren to see her fast asleep while the end credits rolled onto the screen.I sighed not wanting to let go of her.I stood and carried her to her room.I flicked on her light and laid her underneath her comforter covering her up.She started to stir but stayed quiet.I walked quietly out of her room and into my own.