Wren

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Wrens POV
"How's our new parents this morning"I scowled at Sam who chuckled at me.Asher was attached to my boob nursing away.Bucky poured us both coffee staying quiet.I took the coffee and he kissed my forehead as I walked out onto the balcony.Once Asher was finished I laid him in the rock and play in the living room.I looked up to see Pepper standing in front of me.

"Honey are you alright"

"Yes I'm fine just tired..not used to my new routine yet"

"Why don't you eat and shower get some rest I'll tend to Asher"

"I can't be away from him"

"Yes honey you can..you still have to take care of yourself"

"I don't want to be away from him"

"Honey he's safe"

It's not that Pepper I whispered twirling my wedding ring.I made myself some breakfast and seen Bucky was talking to Sam and Steve in the meeting room.

Talk to me honey is everything okay she murmured and I bit my lip as tears started flowing.I wiped them away angrily and she pulled me to her chest.

Sh honey sh it's okay we are here for you she whispered stroking my hair.I nodded and let her cradle me.I sighed softly and she kissed my hair line.

"Why don't you go take a hot shower honey and relax I'll watch over Asher.I can even bring him to you when you need to nurse"

Okay I whimpered and walked into the bathroom starting the water.I climbed in letting the water hit my muscles.After my hot shower I changed into just some lounge wear.I combed my hair and braided it.Bucky walked in and he kissed my hairline.

"Come on baby let's take a nap"

"They kicked you out too"

"Yes but come on let's snuggle"I nodded and snuggled into him.

I feel like I'm not a good mom I whispered and Bucky tipped my chin up.

Your an amazing mother baby girl we are just getting used to it you heard Dr.Cho the first month is the hardest because we have to get used to it he murmured and I nuzzled into him.

"Why is it so hard to leave him"

"Because he's part of us baby now get some rest"

"Okay"

I woke up to see Bucky still asleep.I looked up and got out of bed slowly.I looked at my phone to see it was 2pm.I walked out and seen Peter holding Asher as he was talking with Steve.I leaned my head on the door jam as I watched him.

You okay Wren Steve murmured.

Yes I'm okay I whispered as I took Asher gently not to jostle him.

"He ate at 1:30 Bucky set him on you and Pepper took him after he finished"

"Okay thank you Peter"I laid Asher in his rock and play making lunch for myself.I was having breast feeding cravings with chicken tostadas with fresh guacamole.I ate quietly and seen Bucky come down the steps.