Just A Broken Girl {C.R.}

Chapter 5

School went by boring as hell. The last bell rings and everyone leaves, leaving me and Chandler in the classroom.

"So Victoria, are you coming over?"

"Yup! I'll just have to text my mom."

With Chandler I felt like, like I could trust him. Like he wasn't like James or everyone else, he was different. We both walk out of the class and wait in front of the school for his mom.

"Chandler, my mom said yes."

"Okay! Here come my mom, she already knows you are coming."

He says walking towards a black car. He opens the back door and I climb in, he gently closes the door and gets in the front. He is being such a gentleman! I hate to say it but I sort of like it. I know I shouldn't get attached, I promised my self I wouldn't, but he seems different, but for all I know he could be a total asswipe. For now, I think I'm good, even if he is a jerk, I'll just cry some more, and cut.

We pull up to a big house. It is huge. Chandler gets out and opens the door for me to get out.

"Chandler you don't have to do this, I have hands."

"No, no, I want to."

He smiles slightly, witch makes me blush. Damn he is attractive! Walking into the house I see beautiful furniture, and wall decor. Their house is amazing!

"Come on, let's go in my room."

I'm freaking out! I have never been in a boys room alone with him. He leads me up the spiral staircase and to a room, he opens the door.

"What! This is your room!"

It is huge! Twice the size of mine, at least. There is a huge flat screen, XBoxes, Play Stations, computers. The walls were white, his bed was big, maybe a king size.

"Yup, this is it, this is where I spend most of my time. Hey do you want to watch a movie?"

"That sound perfect, actually!"

"Sit in my bed get comfy, I'll find a movie."

I walk over to his bed and sit down, his bed is extremely comfortable, I can't help but lay down. After he puts the movie in he lays down next to me.

Halfway through the movie my eyelids start to get heavy and it's hard to stay awake. Soon enough I fell asleep.

*DREAM*

I was walking along a river when I see Chandler on the other side. I tried to jump across but I didn't make it. I fell in the river and started to drown. Chandler jumped in and got me out.

"Thank you Chandler! How could I ever repay you?"

The smile was wiped off of my face when I see Chandler looking at the scars and fresh cuts on my uncovered arms.

"How could you? Why would you do that to your self?"

He was screaming now.

"You wouldn't get it! I was abused, I lost my dad, I got bullied, told to kill my self, told that my family didn't care! I fucking finally found someone I trusted and he turned in me and humiliated me! I told him everything and he used it against me! I have trust issues! Anxiety! An eating disorder! Okay that's why I cut, that why I hate my life! Do you get it now?"

I started to cry.

*END OF DREAM*

My eyes shot open. That was a horrible dream. My face was wet, I was crying in my sleep. I turned my head to Chandler. I was snuggled up next to him, his arm around me holding me tight. His eyes fluttered open.

"Oh hello beautiful."

"What happened? What time is it?"

"Well durning the movie, you fell asleep. You looked cold so I covered you up. Next thing I know you are right next to me. You grabbed my arm and put it around you. I didn't mind, I sort of enjoy snuggling with you. Also it's 10:57."

After he finishes he looks at me with his blue eyes.

"Oh, well thank you for treating me so well. I should probably get home."

"No. Spend the night? You can wear some of my sister's clothes tomorrow. Please I don't want you to go!"