Just A Broken Girl {C.R.}

Chapter 6

I shouldn't, but I want to. I don't know why I want to I just do.

"Okay. I'll text my mom."

"Yay!"

He sounded like a little kid. He was so cute.

Me: "Hey can I sleep over Chandlers?"
Mom: "Who's Chandler?"
Me: "A friend."
Mom: "Okay fine, but next time text me earlier I was worried sick!"

"Chandler my mom said it was fine!"

A smile grew on his face. He looked so happy. What am I doing? I just met him. I'm breaking all the rules I set for myself. I can't trust him. I just feel like he is different, but I don't know anymore. I thought James was different. You know how that turned out.

I could see Chandler talking but I couldn't hear anything, I was too busy thinking. A tear rolled down my face and I was snapped back into reality when Chandler wiped it away.

"What's wrong darling? Why are you crying?"

"Oh it's nothing I was, I was just thinking."

"What about? You can talk to me."

He seemed so worried.

"I was thinking about my past, everything. And it made me sad. It happens a lot."

"What happened in your past?"

"I don't want to talk about it."

"That's okay. Do you want to watch something on tv?"

"That would be great, thank you for understanding."

He just nodded his head and turned on the tv. He got back in bed and pulled me closer. The Walking Dead came on. That was my favorite show, before everything went downhill and I stopped
watching tv. I snuggled into Chandler and he put his arm around me and pulled me even closer.

"I love this show."

He quietly said in to the dark room.

"So do I."

My eyelids soon became heavy and harder to keep open. The next thing I know I'm out. I woke up, no dreams, no tears. It was a goodnight sleep, I look over to Chandler who is still sleeping. His arm around my waist, my head on his chest. This made me happy. I can't fall for him, I can't. I reach over and grab my phone.

The clock says 6:37. We are going to be late. I sit up and look at Chandler. He looks so peaceful, so happy. His eyes start to slowly open.

"Were you staring at me?"

"Maybe.."

He chucked a little bit.

"Come on Chandler we have to get up. We are going to be late."

He sat up and looked at me.

"I don't want to go."

I stood up and grabbed his hand trying to pull him up. Instead he pulled me into his lap. I was straddling him now. I wrapped my legs around his waist. Our faces only centimeters apart. He leaned in and attached our lips. This can't be happening, but it is. Tingles shot through my body, fireworks went off in my mind, butterflies swirled in my stomach.

I found my hands playing with his hair, he had grabbed my waist and pulled me closer to him. This is perfect, we are full on making out now. Our lips moving in sync, it's not aggressive though, the kiss is passionate. It's sweet, and I like it.

Suddenly the door opens. I don't care, I am having fun.

"Woo! Chandler is getting some!"

We pull apart and I see Sam and Grey standing at the door.

"Really guys?"

Me and Chandler say together. I get up and go look for some clothes. I walk into his sisters room and find black a skater skirt and a striped crop top. I put it on and look in the mirror. I need a cardigan you can see my scars. I look through the closet and find a tan loose one so I throw it on.

I walk over to the mirror and look at my self. I am ugly. My blonde straight hair ends just above my butt, my green eyes almost drained of color. My pale skin from not getting outside, and my thigh gap. Most people would be happy to have a thigh gap, but it makes me look too skinny. I am so ugly, I pull up my sleeve and look at my scars.

"I deserved everyone of these cuts."

My whisper fills the room. A few tears escape my eyes but I quickly wipe them away. I pull back down my sleeve and walk out of the room. Once I reach Chandler's room I see he is sitting on the bed with Sam and Grey. They are all on their phones. I walk in and Chandler looks at me. He eyes me up and down.

"Wow, Victoria you look amazing."

Now everyone is looking at me.

"Chandler keep it in your pants."

Grey says and laughs. His comment makes both me and Sam start to laugh, Chandler on the other hand, he looks a bit annoyed. I walk past Chandler and pick up my phone. The time reads 7:07.

"We should leave, we are going to be late."

"What time is it?"

Grey asks.

"7:07."

They both get up and walk out, leaving me and Chandler alone in the room.

"You know Victoria, there's a different side you haven't seen. And these clothes are making me so turned on."

I start to blush and bite my lip.

"That's not helping either."

"What?"

"Biting your lip, a huge turn on."

"Oh."

He smiles and takes my hand. I was a bit frightened, but a bit turned on as well. I wasn't a virgin, I lost my virginity last year. I was at some party, drunk, he was there and then it happened. I can't even remember his name.

We walk downstairs and out the door. Sam and Grey had already left, so we got into chandlers car and took off. I still can't believe he said that, yesterday he was such a gentleman, and now he's a bad boy. I mean I sort of like it.

He gets out of the car and walks over to my door. He opens the door and puts his hand out for me to take it.

"Here you go my ladie."