Just A Broken Girl {C.R.}

Chapter 3

He was super attractive, and when I say super attractive I mean it. It looked like he crawled out of heaven and came to earth to add a sexy lip ring to the perfectness.😏 As he walked away I snapped my self back into reality.

"Are you kidding Victoria? Do you think he would love a girl with scars?"

I whisper to myself. I was right, who would love me. No one, no one would love me. I'm a depressed mess. I better get home and get some rest. My first day of school is tomorrow. I slowly turn around and walk home.

I couldn't get his face out of my mind. Oh my gosh why? I only met him for like 15 seconds and all I said was 'hello'. Whatever. I need to find out what I was going to wear. I had to make a good impression or I'm going to get bullied here too. And I don't want that.

I walk up to my room and open my closet. There are black sweaters, pants, beanies, shoes, tank tops. Everything was black. Okay I guess I'll wear black then, makes it easier for me. I chose black distressed skinny jeans, with a nice black and pink striped sweater (like the only color I own), and a black beanie.

Okay now I can go to bed, I have chosen my outfit and laid it out. I think I'm ready, ready to be the new kid again. What am I saying? I am NOT ready! Everybody knows the new kid is the one everyone talks about and picks on, they are the weakest.

I lay on my bed take a deep breath and close my eyes.

"We can do this."

I drift off into my sleep. I can only dream about that boy. He was just so perfect I couldn't forget about him. But he looked dangerous, he looked like a player, someone who only wants sex. But who am I to judge a book by its cover?

I slowly open my eyes to the bright sunlight. Okay it's today, my first day. I get up and take a quick shower. I got dressed than curled my blonde hair. I put my beanie on and packed my bag. Then I sat back down and did my makeup like I always do, it's the only way to make my green eyes pop.

I grab my bag and head downstairs. My mom has breakfast ready but I'm too nervous to eat.

"No thanks, I'm not hungry."

"Victoria, come one its your first day."

"That's why I'm not eating mom. I'm nervous."

"Don't be honey! I bet you will find friends right away."

That's what she thinks. Does she realize that being the new kid isn't that easy? Probably not, she had a perfect childhood. Great parents, friends, and even the perfect relationship with this guy.

"Mom can we just go? I don't want to be late."

My mom just nodded and walked out of the door. We pull up to the school and everybody looks scary, new faces, new school. I'm not ready for this. I step out of the car and walk in, here we go.

I walk over to the office and the woman gives me my schedule. Okay first period, English. I find my class after about 10 minutes. When I walk in there is only a few people so I make my way to the back and sit down. I don't want to be noticed, that's to much pressure.

When the bell rings more kids walk in and sit down. The teacher starts to talk and then one thing catches my attention.

"Class we have a new student, Victoria Williams. Come up here and say a few things."

Oh great just what I need to blend in. Thanks. I get up and walk to the front of the class.

"Hi everyone. I'm Victoria and I moved here from Florida."

On my face there is the fakest smile someone could ever see.

'Hi everyone! I'm depressed, I cut myself, and I have trust issues. I am like this because my life pretty much sucks ass, so if you want to make it worse go ahead I don't give a fuck anymore.'

That's what I wanted to say, I had to hold myself back form saying it. Great 20 minutes into my first day and I'm already lying.

I faked a smile, waved and looked at the class. In the third row sat the boy from the street. Just what I need. He was looking me straight in the eyes. I looked down and went to my seat. So far it's been a pretty bad day.

Authors Note: Okay so how is this going? I really don't know. I know it will get better because this is just the beginning. Anyways thanks for reading! I love you all. I will most likely update tomorrow!😘