Just A Broken Girl {C.R.}

Chapter 10

*VICTORIAS POV*
I can't believe he found my blades! Now even if I promised I wouldn't do it anymore, I can't when I need to. I can't believe he use to cut! I feel terrible. I cuddle up next to him and he holds me tight. He runs his finger up and down my arm, tracing me scars.

"I never want you to feel like suicide is the answer, nor cutting. You have me now, and I don't want you to go through that. Promise?"

Chandler sounded like he was tearing up.

"Baby don't cry. I love you, I promise never to attempt suicide again. And I promise never to cut. Just don't cry."

I could hear him sniffle. I felt a tear fall on my neck where his head was resting.

"I love you. Don't ever leave me Victoria."

I closed my eyes and drifted off into the darkness.

*DREAM*
I woke up on a couch. I look around and I can't find anyone. I am walking around the house when I look out the window, there is nothing, no trees, ground, sky, nothing but white.

"What's going on?"

I whisper in fear. This house looks familiar but I can't quite figure it out. I walk into a room and it hits me. I'm in Chandler house! This is bus room.

"CHANDLER! WHERE ARE YOU?"

I run out of the room and realize my clothes have changed. I'm not wearing an ruby red dress covered in sparkles. Not only that my hair was perfectly curled and styled. I looked like I just walked out of a fairytale. I started to walk down the hall and almost faceplanted. I look down and see I'm wearing black pumps. They were gorgeous! I walked down stairs and found Chandler in the living room.

"CHANDLER I HAVE BEEN LOOKING FOR YOU! WHATS HAPPENING?"

I practically screamed jumping in his arms. He pulled away and kissed me.

"You look stunning."

So did he, he was wearing a suit.

"Victoria Williams, I have a question for you."

"What is it Mr Riggs?"

I say giggling. He reaches for his pokey and gets down on one knee.

"Victoria, where do I start? I love you with all my heart, I love you more than I love my self. I don't know how you did it but you fixed me when I was broken beyond fixation. You make me happy when I don't see any chance of happiness anymore. You are so cute and happy, it can fix someone's day to just be around you. You might not think so but you are perfect. Your emerald eyes, your blonde hair, your perfect smile. Everything about you is perfect in my eyes. I love you. Now will you do me the honor and marry me?"

He pulled out a box and opened it. Inside there lay a beautiful diamond ring. Tears filled my eyes.

"Of course baby!"

I said pulling him into a kiss.

I slowly open my eyes and realize that it was just a dream. Part of me was sad, I wanted it to be true, I wanted all of what Chandler said to be true. But is not. I'm nothing close to perfect. I realize my pillow was wet. I must have cried in my sleep. Chandler still payed next to me sound asleep. I look at the clock and it reads 2:36 am. I roll over so I'm facing Chandler.

I was admiring him and thinking of the dream when he pecked my lips.

"I thought you were asleep."

"I haven't been since you turned around. Have you been crying? What's wrong? You can tell me?"

My face must still be red and puffy. He sat up as did I.

"Nothing is wrong Chandler, actually I'm really happy. These were tears of pure joy."

"What happened?"

"It was a dream. It was just you and me and I was really scared because I couldn't find you but when I did, you said this long sweet speech and then proposed. It made me cry, it was perfect!"

"Well that's how I plan it's going to happen."

I leaned in and kissed him. God I love this boy.