Just a toy

Chapter 11: to much

"Wake up my lady?" I hear Harry speak loudly making my eyes pop open

"Wha?" I ask confused and dazed "I thought I'd make you breakfast so I did" he says showing me the plate of bacon and eggs with two pancakes

"Hmm... this food looks to good to be true" I say taking a bite "and tastes to much like Emily's cooking" I state making him bit his lip

"Fine I tried cooking but things started burning and Emily ran in and asked 'sense when did I cook' and 'why would I just leave the pancake with out flipping it' and ya know now you have eatable food" he gives me a silly smile "but I want you to know I poured the juice into the cup so I should get credit for that" he said making me laugh I take a big sip in front of him

"Best juice ever thanks Harry" he gave the biggest dimply smile and then his face got more serious and nervous

"I don't want you to be mad but I-I" Harry struggled with his words and twiddled his fingers a bit

"You what?" I had to keep myself from yelling

"I found your parents" he bit his lip
My eyes opened wide and I pinched my self to make sure I wasn't dreaming

I haven't seen my parents in years and the thought of seeing them even just thinking of them overwhelms me

"C-can I see them" my heart was pounding but I needed to know some things

"Yup but I have to sneak you out one of these days" he smiled with me

"I want to get that guys arrested the one who's been prostituting you out and then I was thinking maybe we can get our own place and you can finish high school if you would like and if you want choose a career or you dont have to and..." My heart pounded harder with every word he said

"HARRY! This is too much right now I don't know if I can do that!" I yell at him, I'm shaking and scared "this is to much for me I-I cant handle this right now" I let out a whisper running out of the room trying to hide from his words

I'm nervous he's expecting to much from me, we only just kissed yesterday and he's practically planning our marriage

I'm hiding in a closet and I'm terrified by everything
What if I want to finish high school?
What is I'm confused while learning?
What if HE finds me again?
What if my parents don't love me ?

I can think ahead because I'm still thinking of right now of keeping my self safe and alive mentally and physically

This is just too much

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