Just a toy

10:talk

He kisses back with such eagerness holding me tight making me feel secure making me feel wanted

I never felt like this for a guy. This needy wanting urge type thing I want him to hold me and never let go but I'm scared of being used or him getting bored and moving me to the next guy like I've lived

Our lips pull apart and a low "wow" comes out his lips

"I'm sorry" I apologize he cups my face with his hand "why"

"I don't know I.. I just" I stutter around my words not knowing why I apologized because I'm not sorry truthfully

"Its ok I just want to talk with you make me feel human and I like I'm so afraid of breaking you more then you already have been" he whispers

"You wont break me you'll just be fixing me and you make me feel human to you respect me and thats something Im not used to" I whisper back and he smiles at me

"What does this mean?" He asks
"I'm not quite sure yet" I respond

He lays down and I follow laying my head on his chest hearing his heart beat faint and beautiful

"What are your parents like?" He asks making me feel cold

"T-they were too good and I couldn't just except it" I stutter but regain my words

"What do you mean?"

"You know the night before I was kidnapped they told me I was not allowed to go to the party because It was a school night and late. I told them I'd be fine even walk myself there and home and go to school the next day" I took a pause when thoughts of the night came to me

"They told me its dangerous I c-could get kidnapped" I started tearing and my voice was cracking "and I just yelled at them telling them how much I hated them controlling my life" I was full on crying as Harry combed his hand through my hair

"Who knew they'd be right" I cried into his chest "I love them so much its crazy"

"Shh... I know you do you were just young we've been through those moments

"I just wish I didn't because now I can never take it back"

And he grabbed me in a tight embrace until I fell asleep

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