Just a toy

6:Walls

I let a tear escape my eye I feel walls building around my body I'm closing everything out like I always do

I see his mouth move but hear nothing

Harry some how just broke one of my walls I just put up because when he takes my hand in his I suddenly can hear his voice not even Emily manage to do that.

"Its not" he whispers

I stay silent crying

"Cassidy tell me everything, I want to Understand" he whispers loudly trying to get me to open up more then I already have and It works he tore down another wall and my lips move before my mind knows it is

"I just wanted to go to a party... he drugged me... beat me... I hate him... kidnaped ... harassed ... I hate myself" I allow small snippets of that day to leave my mouth
I cry a bit trying to stop the tears but they wont stop

"Stop it" I whisper to myself trying to out run the tears with my hands. I get out of the bed leaving Harry and going into the bathroom locking the door.

I look for a razor and slash myself on my arm trying to rebuild the walls he just tore down

I hear him yelling outside the door but I stay in my little ball looking at my fresh blood seeping out slowly loosing what is left of me to the darkness

Everything blurs and I'm officially lost

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Sorry Short chapter and sorry its a bit bloody