Just a toy

4:We talk

I've lived here a little over a week every night Harry comes home with a new girl I wonder more about him

Emily has become a mother figure for me she help me through a lot when I wake up screaming in the middle of the night I'm scared of going back to Boots and Boobs I'm scared

I sit in the living room in a blanket drinking tea, I guess I have a cold I usually help out Emily with cleaning and stuff but she told me to relax

Harry walks into the living room where I was and I got tense

"Your watching my favorite movie" he states with a small smile looking at the titanic

"Mine too" I whisper with a little cough

He looks me up and down "sick?" He asks

"Just a little Emily told me to rest"

He gives a nonchalant nod and walks away

Later that night he leaves and comes home drunk like usual with a girl again

He makes me wonder why are guys like that all they think about is sex and I find it so gross

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Its been 2 weeks sense I talked to Harry over this time he hasn't brought girls over but the other day I heard him crying well I think he was crying but of coarse I'll never question him about it.

Im no longer sick but to pass the time until Emily comes back from food shopping Im baking. She taught me how to cook and right now I'm making a chocolate cake with moose filling I just finished it and I smile at it at my success

The door opens and Harry and four other boys walk in they walk into the kitchen and all stair at me

"New cook" A tan boy says looking me up and down

"Ya something like that um Cassidy go to your room"

I nod and do as instructed getting into my pjs Emily got me
I sit in my room the rest of the day watching this movie called the hunger games which was cool and then this other one called frozen I know its a kids movie but people say its popular and I'm convinced that its the best movie ever. I start laughing when this character named Olaf shows up, at the same time my bed room door opens

"Hey" Harry says with a knock

"H-hi" I still stutter when he's around

He comes out of no where with a piece of the cake I made

"Saved you a piece of your own cake my friends lets just say liked it too much" he smiled showing these dimples that I've never seen until now

"Thanks" I whisper taking the cake from him carefully
"Frozen really" he let out a low laugh

"Yes its a pretty good movie"

"I know it is I've seen in close to 20 times already but never finished it"

"Why?"

"Fell asleep" making me giggle

"Mind if I join?" He asks

"No" I regret that answer I fear him well the male gender in general
He takes a seat next to me in my bed and we watch the rest of the movie in peaceful silence once the movie ends I turn to look at him

"Not bad I should watch the ending more often" he smiles "you um.. have a bit of chocolate on your cheek" He states taking his finger to wipe it, I flinch at his touch and he looks at me sadly

"Do you trust me?" He asks me

"I don't trust anyone" I look down at my hands feeling his hand move my lock of auburn hair from my face I flinch again but not as noticeable
"Are you afraid of me"

"Yes"

This time he looks at his hands

"Im sorry" he whispers

"Its not your fault" I whisper back

"Then whose is it?" He asks as we talk softly back and forth I make eye contact them break it

"Mine"