Just a toy

9: Contact

"You can go now, I didn't expect you to stay the night what ever your name is" I hear someone grumble next to me

"What" I yawned and turned to lay my eyes one brown curls and barely open green eyes

Yup its a Harry

His eyes go wide suddenly "Ahh..!" he yelled making me yell with him as he falls to the ground

I crawl to the corner of the bed and look at a frightened Harry on the floor

"Did we.."
"No! no no" I interrupted him

"Then why are you in my bed?" He asked a little nervous

"Because you where drunk and saying things and dragged me up stairs saying you're afraid of the dark and stupid things until I agreed so ya... here I am"

"What kind of things did I say" he seemed to be anxious and getting frustrated

"Do I have to..." I trail off

Feeling embarrassed to have to talk about what Harry said about me

"God dammit what did I say!" He yelled making me bit my lip and look down

"You said things like... you been wanting to kiss me and... stuff like your afraid of hurting me and you know thats all"

He looks frozen and wont look at me "shit shit fucking shit" he murmurs under his breath

I stared at his blank expression at the way he wont look at me and come to wonder

"Is it true" I whisper hoping he heard just to give me some closure

"Yup" he whispers back "sense we watched Frozen I have been in such denial but I don't know I like you so much but this is such a bad situation

"Tell me about it" I sarcastically state

"I don't want to hurt your so delicate and I don't want to break you more then you already have been I like you but I cant do that to you" he looks upset like he doesn't believe his own words

Sure I wish I wasn't thrown into this life but at this point I'm sick of people pushing me around and never having a say but in this case I know Harry wont hurt me and I know I can make an out loud decision about this without getting hurt so I will

"Fuck this I'm sick of people making decisions for me telling me how I feel because I've been pushed around touched forced for years at this point and No I wont allow you to make the decision for me!" I take a pause calming down a bit
"I like you as more than friends and when I'm around you I'm not scared and I haven't felt like that sense I was home with my parents. You are the first person to respect me and give me an opinion give me time to remember who I was and I don't know much but I know I like you a lot" I tell him all this in a breath

"And you know what" and thats when I moved in grab the back of his head and kiss him

I'm not sure about much or anything that ensures a future but I'm sure that right here right now I like Harry and I feel happy just to think that

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She kissed him and responders??