Sandton Bay ~ City Of Deadly Sins.

24. Warning ~ Mentions of Suicide.

Stripped Bare.

Renallo Hunt.

The voices were faint but I could hear them, I could hear it all.

I love you Renallo, and as long as I have you, I'm happy, Saint's whisper

Apples are my favourite, they smell like you, my own appreciation.

We've done it, he's dead, the coldness that seeped into me as my beta told me.

What have you done boy, I can smell death on you, my father, whom I'd disappointed.

I'm not the one whose killed your friends, I haven't done anything, he defended himself and he was right, I all but failed him aswell for things to come to this, this was my fault, my doing,

The thread of memories change as I find myself with Carson and our child in his belly. "What do you want to name him?" He whispered as we caressed his stomach. "Nemiah Carson Hunt." I replied surprising him then he hugged me, he was all I had and my deeds had brought this on us.

"Any changes doctor?" I could hear my father worriedly asking the pack doctor, I wanted to tell him I was alright but my mind was foggy, everything was dark and I just wanted to slip back into blissful darkness. "No alpha, like I told you before, he's physically fine, whats wrong is his mental state, he broke down due to exertion and a trigger from before, this time it hit harder and stronger, its all up to his will now, to wake up." The doctor replied and what I assumed was going out the private room had the door closing with a click. "Come back Renallo, you're stronger than this, come back." My father begged as he held my hand tightly, and I squeezed back to let him know I could hear him but I was just so tired.

A few hours earlier.

"Did he do it, it can't be." The whispers reached me as I walked slowly toward the pack house where I had to make sure everyone was okay, it seemed they were, something else had their attention and the lack of tact when it came to looking at me with disgust wasn't something I couldn't unsee, I was definitely the source of the rumors. Surprisingly they all scramble away when I try to come near them and ask, as if they were afraid of me, shoving it aside I made my way to the office I used at the pack house, my father and the head warrior were already there along with my brother and the alpha Dante. "Good you're here." My father says gravely, he was trying to ease his way into an impossible conversation. "Good morning alpha Renallo, I came here to make Jonathan's move to my pack official and ask for your blessing, your father has gone through the terms and is in agreement but you must be informed and sign the papers aswell so that we can be clear and transparent." The alpha stated in a business like tone, he sounded like Saint's mate, they were twins after all, identical down to their cocks. I wasn't surprised with Johnny wanting to leave, he had never been truly part of the pack, it wasn't his home, maybe where he was going, this pack would be his home just like Saint, thinking about it struck a pain in my chest, I hated what I did, regret it on most days.