ʀᴀɴᴘᴏᴇ ᴏɴᴇꜱʜᴏᴛꜱ ∞ [𝙳𝚒𝚜𝚌𝚘𝚗𝚝𝚒𝚗𝚞𝚎𝚍]

Goodbye, My Japanese Sweetheart(Pt.2)

(This is Deflowered's Part 2)
(It's best if you put the song on the backgroun)

There is nobody better than you
Here is where I stood, quietly checking the pictures of us. How your smile brought light to my empty life.
It took me a while 'til I knew
It took me a while until I knew that there was no way you could love me.
But you knew from the start it was us, didn't you?
You're intelligent,and I am a calm man. I was the one who his desire for vengeance turned into love. Yes, I'm stupid too.
It just took me a while 'til I knew
Precious the time I was blind, it was only your body acting to the sex. If your body acts, does it mean you're aching for me right now?

Now I lay as I study a blank wall
Since I arrived in America, I can't stop thinking about you. Not even the longest of paperwork can make me take my mind off you.
Would you spare me your voice if I call?
I want to give you a call, but either you decline or shatter my soul into pieces once more.
'Cause you waited and watered my heart 'til it grew
Because during these months you made my heart gleam, until you saw me grow better. Yes, I am a dead weight,
You just grew a little smarter, too
Bad for me you grew too far where I couldn't reach out. Don't worry, I know I'm too much to carry.

So I don't blame you
So I don't blame you
If you want to bury me in your memory
If you want to bury me in your memory
I'm not the girl I ought to be, but
I'm not the boy I ought to be, but
Maybe when you tell your friends
Maybe when you tell your friends
You can tell them what you saw in me
You can tell them our story differently
And not how I turned out to be
And not this mess we turned out to be

There is some kind of burning inside me
I keep my daily unspoken to anyone, not even Lucy who accompanies me in my sorrow will hear of it.
It's kept me from falling apart
And I can't thank her more for keeping from falling apart
And I'm sure that you've seen what it's done to my heart
She has heard my tearing at ungodly hours, surely you afar where you stay can sense it too.
But it's kept me from falling apart
How long will it be 'till this lonely soul crumbles?

Now here I lay as I wonder about you
Now here I lay as I wonder about you
Would you just tell me what I'm meant to do?
Would you just tell me what I'm meant to do?
'Cause I've waited and watered my heart 'til it grew
How can I survive not being with you?
You can see how it's blossomed for you
You were able to see how I'd blossomed for you

And I don't blame you
And I don't blame you
If you want to bury me in your memory
If you want to bury me in your memory
I'm not the girl I ought to be, but
I'm not the boy I ought to be, but
Maybe when you tell your friends
Maybe when you tell your friends
You can tell them what you saw in me
You can tell them our story differently

And not the way I am
And not the way I am

And I don't mean to make your heart blue
I never meant to cause you ill
But could we be what we're meant to be?
But couldn't we at least have given it a chance?
I'm just about to beg you, please
I'm just about to beg you, please

And then, when you tell your friends
And then, when you tell your friends
You can tell them what you saw in me
You can rewrite our story differently
And not the way I used to be
With the correct bad ending, I suppose

Cause there is nobody better than you
After all, there is nobody better than you.

Edgar dropped the ink-pen and let the paper dry. Karl sat on his side, chirping more than usual, he supposed it was hungry, since he had forgotten to feed it today. Since arriving in the States, that's been an issue, forgetting to do the trivial things.

Poe stood and walked out of the room leading to the kitchen, the animal followed him running. He served him in its bowl and it started eating: happy Karl. Suddenly, the door rang. But who would it be? Louisa and Fitzgerald only make calls, and Lucy had gone back to Japan for a week.

Oh

With his hand trembling, sweating more than usual, and the look of just waking up, Edgar opened:

"... Ranpo"

"Edgar"