The True You

Lust Is My Sin

3rd person POV

Kokichi and Kaito lied in Kokichi's bed in the dorm, cuddle up to each other in silence. It was around 4 o'clock and got back home 30 minutes ago.

"I wish we could stay here forever." Kaito said.

"Why?"

"Because it's nice being here."

"Don't get too attached, this won't last."

"What do you mean by that?" Kaito sat up and Kokichi followed after him.

"It would never work either way, we're just too different."

"How?"

"You're privileged and I'm unlucky. I hate everything you are."

"Excuse me? How the fuck am I privileged?!"

"You're a spoiled little brat and everything was handed to you on a silver platter."

"Hey, you don't know shit! You can't be judging me when you don't even take the time to know me!"

"Because you're an asshole."

"Ouma we've had a good day and now you want to ruin it?!"

"I'm not ruining shit. I'm just stating the reason why we can't stay in bed together and hug like lovers. If you can't handle this sort of thing, we should stop seeing each other." Kokichi got up and walked towards the door.

"Yeah, run away like the bitch you are! While you're at it don't fucking come back, you bastard!"

"I don't plan on it." The younger replied in a monotone and walked out the door.

"FUCK YOU!"

Shuichi's POV

'Should I message Kokichi? What if something terrible did happen to him?! What if he actually killed himself?! I refuse to live without him.'

I tidied up my dorm room after having that mental breakdown, luckily for me I don't have a roommate, so I can do what the fuck I want.

I was about to message Kokichi but then there was a knock at my door, so I got up to open it.

"Kokichi?!"

"Shhh. May I come in?"

"Of course." He came into the room and sat down on my bed whilst I locked the door.

"Thanks..." I just stood there, staring at him. I had no clue how to react to him being here.

"Ouma, you're alright?!" I smiled with salty tears streaming down my face. "I was so worried about you! I-I thought something bad happened, that you were hurt!"

"I'm sorry I caused you to worry so much." He whispered. It took a while for me to realize the he was also crying.

"What's wrong? Did something happen?"

"Please, can I stay here tonight?" He looked up at me with pleading eyes.

"How can I ever say no to you?"

"Thank you, Shuichi...I really appreciate it."

'Fuck- I love how he says my name, I wish I could make him scream it but I have some self control.'

"Anything to make you feel better." Kokichi stood up and placed his hand on my cheek, I thought my heart had stopped beating and the world was no longer spinning.

"You've always been so kind to me... allow me to return the favor."

"Ouma?"

"Shhhh~ I'll stop when you tell me to." He leaned in and kissed me- HE KISSED ME?!