Thugging With My Thuggette

TWMT 35

Smoke

These niggas wanna go to the strip joint while I got all this other shit on my plate. I'm not in the position to give no money away right now.

I just cashed in on a half million dollar house in Atlanta just to move my mom in with me.

I ain't let my people know yet, but whether they wit me or not I gotta dip. I hope Arely be down. She always said that was where she would move at.

It'll probably be in a couple of months before everything get situated so until then, I'll just get rooms in these bitches names like I been doing or Arely name.

Some of my hittas did what they had to do and got dude out the way ! But that wasn't what I wanted. I wanted them to bring him to me. So something wasn't sitting right with that situation.

I know y'all thinking well at least that nigga out of the way. Nah, smh this was personal.

I text Arely to see what she was doing. She said she was feeling sick so I knew she wasn't gone be out with Daisy'em tonight. I slick didn't want to be bothered either.

I was high as a b* and I wanted some pussy.

I had already gave Arely the heads up that I was coming so I walked straight into Daisy's crib.

I walked upstairs and into the room she was in. I didn't see her and it sounded like somebody was throwing up. I walked up the hall toward the bathroom where she was leaning over the toilet.

"You Aite?" I asked going over to help her.

"Yeah I just..ate something bad I guess." She said.

I nodded in agreement.

"Er body went out so imma just chill here wit you." I told her.

She smiled a little.

"Don't be tryna make me feel no type of way." She joked.

At least I think she was.

"Nah fr." I said licking my lips.

She went over and cut the shower on and got naked.

"This won't take long." She said before stepping in, me watching like a stalker.

It was something about her. I was intimidated by her innocence, she wasn't just some hood rat, but I real live cared about how I fucked with her mentally and physically.

This bullshit ass phone....

*ringing*

I sighed before walking out into the hall to answer.

"What's up?" I asked.

"Foo why you ain't here?" Tez said through the phone.

"Man , imma chill on that." I said.

"Nigga you wit yo chick, that's cool dog I just thought you wanted to celebrate." He said.

"For what? I don't even know who killed this nigga I was supposed to do'em." I said.

"Man see there you go, the shit got done nigga and the rest of his people gone die too behind moms." He said.

"...yeah im good tho I'll catch y'all tomorrow." I said ready to get off the phone.

"Aite, one."

"One." I said.

"YOU BETTER NOT BE LEAVING!" I heard Arely yell from the bathroom.

I walked back to the door looking in while she peeked her head through the curtain.

I leaned against the frame.

"Why you say dat." I said. Damn, I hope she ain't too sick cause I'm bouta blow her back out. I thought staring at her all crazy.

"Stop it." She said closing the curtain.

But fr, I had major pressure built up cause on top of everything I need to get my daughter but I can't. Arely was missing her. Hell I was missing her.

If my baby moms don't wanna move to Atlanta then I don't know what to tell her cause Teddy goin' wit me no question bout it.

*****

"Smoke?" Arely said laying on my chest naked after we had just fucked at least 4 rounds.

"Hmm?" I mumbled falling asleep.

"...do you love me?" She asked..

Honestly I do love her. I just don't know how to say it or express it, cause I never felt this way bout no female.

Me and my baby mama was in a relationship but I didn't even feel what I feel with Arely, with her. And she was my rider.

I usually fuck wit women wit a tough side but I just didn't see it in Arely.

"Never mind." I heard her say cutting me from my thoughts making me realize I was taking too long to answer.

She was quiet like her feelins was hurt.

"I do.. just gotta hard way of showing my feelins." I admitted.

She looked up at me as I looked to the ceiling.

I looked back at her. Hoping she'll know I mean it and just leave it alone.

"I love you." She said.

I know it

"I mean, I thought my life was over that night. But you saved me. I'll always look at you as my hero, I can't help it." She said making me feel some type of way.

"Imma always be here for you." I said.

She nodded and laid her head back on my chest.

"Can I tell you something." She suddenly said.

"Yeah, what's up.." I said.

"...it was me... I killed Monty."