Akaza x Douma Oneshot

Touch Starved

Angst and fluff in the same chapter because the fuck not?!
•Original AU
•Blood
•Gore
•Violence
•Swearing
•Abuse/abuse mentions
•Self harm/self harm mentions
READ WITH CAUTION
Sensitive content
⚠️Trigger warnings⚠️
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Third person POV

For as long as he could remember he was never shown actual love or given affection,the only person that showed him love was his father who was ill,his fiancé who was also ill and his sensei.And now they where all dead.

His mother,the fucking whore and abusive bitch,is his only living family member but he didn't remember where she lived and it's not like he wanted to return there anyways.

Then there was that man,the man who gave him a new purpose in life.The man that made him a human eating creature that he hated, everything he eat within the first 50 years or so he threw up.But after awhile he got use to eating flesh and drinking blood but still he could hardly keep it down,even when he turned 200 years old.

Blood dropped down the pinkette's chin,he'd just finished eating but was struggling to keep it in his stomach,he hunched over the half-eaten human,not noticing one of the two stronger demon stand over him.

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Akaza jumped up when he felt something cool being placed to the back of his neck only for a few moments.He swung around to see a very happy Uppermoon 2,his usual sickly-sweet smile which made the pinkette's stomach turn,in a good or bad way he didn't know.He brushed a few of his fingers across the place where something unknown was pressed against his skin for about 3 seconds.Whatever it was he didn't know but something inside of him didn't want to know.Instead of telling the higher ranked demon to fuck he just walked pasted him,it was silent,way too silent but he couldn't care all he wanted to do was find somewhere to stay once the sun had rose.Then the very faint smell of a rose hit him,he stopped and turned on his heel.There was the smiling cultist holding a pink rose in his hand,
were the fuck did he get that from?

Silence.

No words were spoken by either demon or any passing humans,the animals stayed quiet and not even the wind was making the slightest sound.

This was the kind of silence he hated,the type of silence he despised.

Akaza stared at the blond who was as still as a statue,eyes closed and his sickly sweet smile plastered on his face.He was so use to the other rant on about different things and now when he wasn't talking,well that just unnerved him a lot more that it should have.With a few doubts, he turned his back to the taller demon and continued walking towards a cabin that wasn't too far away.It was a very uncomfortable silence through out the whole walk but they ended up in the cabin.

Akaza plopped himself down on the couch once he entered the wooden and abandoned cabin, fatigue over came him and fell asleep almost instantly.

One of those dreaded nightmares,well...that's what Akaza calls them when in reality they are actually horrid memories.

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⚠️ABUSE AND SELF-HARM⚠️

CRACK!

Hakuji screamed in pain,his leg was definitely broken,there was no way that it wasn't with the amount of force was slammed onto."SHUT UP YOU BRAT!" His mother(Mui) screeched I'm annoyance as she continued to kick and stomp on her only child."S-Stop!" The young ravenette attempted to say but a harsh kick to his stomach made him cough up an alarming amount.At the time he was only 13 year old,he'd gotten use to this now but no matter what it still hurt like a bitch.

CRACK!

Now two of his ribs where cracked,blood gushed out of Hakuji's mouth then he was picked up and out of the house

Of course Mui lied about how her son got those injuries,she didn't want to go to jail because of child abuse so she lied.

Hours passed and now Hakuji laid in his hospital bed,out of the corner of his eye he saw a scalpel.Without a second thought he grabbed the blade and started slitting his wrists.

Suddenly his wrists where grabbed and the bloodied scalpel was took from his hands,yells ringed in his ears as he blacked out.

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"Aka-" Douma was cut off when the pinkette stood up in a panic,his breath was uneven and his body was drenched in sweat.Akaza clenched his fists together as he calmed himself down from the horrid memory.Suddenly he was engulfed in a hug,something he was definitely not use to.He can't remember the last time he'd had a hug.

"I-I...D-Do-Douma," Akaza hicced as he stuttered through his words but shuffled off of the couch so he could sit on the blond's lap while he cried in his shoulder."Shh,don't worry strawberry I'm here," Douma whispered in the pinkette's ear as some sort of comfort or at least an attempt of comfort.He didn't know how to comfort someone because he was never taught or comforted himself because of his lack of emotions.But because it's his crush he'll try his bed to be the comfort he so desperately needs.

"Are you feeling alright now?" Douma asked his co-worker who was still sitting in his lap but now they were on the comfy couch.He got no verbal reply but instead his hand was squeezed gently and lovingly.Akaza raised his head so he was making eye contact with the taller male who leaned in and gave him a quick peck on the lips before pulling away,smiling like always.Honey yellow eyes widened and in shook,he was just kissed by Uppermoon 2 who he has had a crush on for nearly 43 years now but he'd been to cowardly to ask him out.

"I love you Akaza-chan,more than my cult,more than eating flesh!" Douma rambled on and on as he talked about his love for the younger and smaller demon.Akaza got annoyed about ten rambling after a short while and decided to shut the stronger demon up by kissing him.

"Yeah I love you too Douma,"