This Sick World (Bucky X y/n)

Chapter 7

"Come on!" Wanda said as she walked out of the door. I had no choice but to follow her. I walked beside her. I followed her with rage and frustration in mind. My fist were clenched so that I might not punch the happiness right out of her. I continued to follow Wanda though. She showed me the kitchen, training room, party room, labs, and many other things. The compound was huge it took her an hour just to show me around the whole place. She walked me back to my room. "And now I'll show you how to use your phone!" She said as she reached for it. She turned it on, set it up and, put the other avengers numbers in there. She handed it to me after a few moments of silence. "I'm going to add you to the group chat." I nodded as she did so.

After she showed me how everything on my new phone worked, she talked on and on about a lot of different things that they did. I sat in anger. I zoned out multiple times trying to control my festering rage, I wanted to be alone. I always wanted to be alone. I hate being around a lot of people. And when she told me about Stark's parties and how many people showed up, I knew I was going to hate it. But something interesting she told me was that there was another Avenger that only came around on special occasions. And some spider person. But those were the only important things she told me about, everything else was nonsense. She finally finished and said before she left my room, "If you ever need anything, I'm always here." Her eyes were compassionate as she said those words. I knew she meant them. I knew she was a kind soul. She left my room, shutting the door on the way out. I was left in my room alone, just the way I like it. My anger slowly left me. My shoulder relaxed as I closed my eyes for a moment.

I lied down on my bed. My mind was blank from all thought. I sat staring at the ceiling for many minutes. Just thinking of nothing. It was peaceful. Until something Steve said popped up in my brain. "I know what they can do to you. Bucky's told me." Bucky's told me? Did he work for Hydra? Is that why he was alive? How did he get in Hydra in the first place? Also how did he get a metal arm? My mind was overwhelmed with questions. It was no longer peaceful, it was unbearable. My anger with myself and other returned. I got up and walked down to the kitchen. My hungar was catching up with me. I hadn't eaten in 5 days, and for a super soldier, that's not good. I walked down the flight of stairs and down the hall to the kitchen. Wanda was in there cooking dinner. She greeted me when I got in there and gave me some food for dinner. I got a large serving.

What she made was delicious, I had to admit. Soon after I started eating, Tony, Bruce, and Thor walked in. They sat in the seats across from me at the table.

"I hope you guys are hungry, because I made your favorite food!" Wanda said with a big smile on her face.

They all gasped and said at the same time, "POTATO SOUP!" Wanda laughed as she gave them their soup. I gave them a judgmental look, but none of them payed any attention.

"I love this soup so much. I wish it was inside me all the time!" Thor said. Tony laughed. I got the joke but just kept face cold and stern. Wanda and Bruce both have Tony a disappointed look. "Oh what? Am I not supposed laugh or something? It was funny!" Tony said still slightly laughing.

"What did I say?" Thor and his innocent brain couldn't understand.

"Nothing." Bruce and Wanda both said at the same time. Their tone was disappointing.

"You guys don't know how to laugh." Now Tony was the disappointed one. I don't think anyone really noticed me until Tony looked up. "Oh hi y/n." I nodded my head upward. He looked down at his food and started to eat. Wanda set out four more bowls of soup for the rest of the team for when they got there. She made a bowl for herself and sat beside and started to eat. We sat there for a few moments before we heard more footsteps coming down the hall. In walked Sam, Natasha, Steve, and of course, Bucky. I looked back down to try and avoid the gaze of any of them. "Your bowls are on the table." Wanda said. They grabbed their bowls of potato soup and walked to the table. Natasha sat beside me and the other 3 boys sat beside her. We sat in silence until Tony broke the silence. "How's that phone working for you y/n." Everyone's attention was going to me. I hated it.

"It's fine." I quickly responded. Not looking up from my food.

"That's good." He said.

Sam started to speak. "What we're you guys laughing at earlier we could hear you down the hall?" Tony stared to laugh immediately. He was dying. Wanda and Bruce let out a sigh.

"I don't know what I said that was so funny, but he seems to think it's the funniest thing ever." Thor said, obviously annoyed. Tony started to control his laughter.

"So are you going to tell us?" Sam asked.

"When Wanda gave him his soup he said, 'I love this soup so much. I wish it was inside me all the time' ." He started to laugh again as did the four that just walked in. Once I finished I got up and went to go put my bowl in the sink. I was about to walk out when someone said, "Leaving so soon? I was hoping I could figure out how many drinks you could take, new guy." I stopped at the door way. And spun around to eye the speaker, it was Tony. He had a smirk on his face. I could tell he had already been drinking. I glared at him. I hadn't had a drink in many, many years. I missed the taste of alcohol. But I knew it wouldn't have the same effect as it did years ago, because I'm a super soldier now. I drank alcohol when I left Bucky. It would remind me of the pain I once felt. "Looks like you'll have to wait for another time for such childish things.." I took a quick look at Bucky. Our eyes meeting for only a moment before I turned and walked out and up to my room.

Once I got to my room I changed out of my clothes and into pjs. Everything was a lot different from the forties than I had thought, but it didn't bother me to much. I lied in my bed as I slowly drifted off to sleep.