Magmahal at masaktan

chapter 2: this guy's inlove with you pare

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After ng break-up namin ni Rich, sinagot ko naman si Brix.

Ako? Sabihin na nating ang taong kahit committed na sa isang relationship, still nagpi-flirt, nakikipag-fling at nagpapacute pa rin sa mga guys.

Bakit? Bawal ba? Boyfriend ko pa lang naman ee, not my husband. So it doesn't matter to me though it matters to them :) alot.. really big deal!

Anyway, don't judge me. Do hear my side and opinion first and then have all the rights judge me. Libre ang mang-judge basta lang look at yourself first and if you're too close to perfect, then great?! You are a Goddest!

Well, I'm not that bad person naman or malandi.. slut.. haliparot.. ano pa ba? Or all the ugliest words of other girls intitled to call me. As if I give a damn! :)

It just that, I am not contented to just one guy until I finally get satisfied. Ops! No rated SPG involve. Just some kiss thingy on the lips and no beyond the limit. Matino pa din naman ako kahit madami akong boys.

And don't look like I committed a crime or something. The other way around is what I meant.

Iyon tipo bang, hindi pa ako nakikipagbreak sa boyfriend ko, nagse-search na agad ako ng new one na ipapalit sa kanya. Hahaha. Again i know what you thinking. Na-uh!

My reason is, how can I love that guy so much if wala sa kanya iyong tipo ng guy na gusto ko.

Hala! Don't raise you're eyebrow because I know that you're asking why ko sinagot yong guy if hindi ko naman pala talaga mahal?

For your information, hindi ako yong type ng girl na nagpapaligaw ng hundred years bago sagutin dahil nga daw ang reason nila, para mapatunayang kung gaano sila kamahal or katatag iyong guy to wait for her "yes". Oh c'mon! Guys are little creatures with diff'rent ways and marunong din silang mapagod. Aantayin nyo bang sumuko na sya bago nyo marealize na mahal nyo pala sya?

And I'm not that stupid para paasahin ng ganun yong guy.

It really hurts me to break someone's heart. And if they breaks mine, i will break their neck! :p

And my gosh! Makabagong generation na tayo. So don't become manang or else tatanda kayong dalaga.

BUT i do respect our traditions naman so don't be mad. My grany's voice still echoing on my ears though she's in heaven now, dahil sa paulit nyang sinasabi ang mga dalaga noon hindi nagpapaligaw kung saan-saan.. blah blah blah. And still its on my mind kaso nga lang hindi mag-sink in :) Naughty me!

Here's the catch.. I cannot bring out the real him kung papatagalin ko pa bago sya sagutin.

Two weeks is too long for me para sa courtship stage. And the getting to know each other stage? It tooks a long time, only in the process na we are into relationship na.

Dahil makikita ko ang talagang attitude niya when I am already his girlfriend. Am i right? Hahaha. So you got my point now :)

Ang mga boys basically habang nanliligaw pa lang, puro pagpapa-empress ang ipapakita nya, but when I'm already his girlfriend, doon ko makikita ang tunay na sya.

Kung magbabago ba sya the moment na nag-effort sya nung nanliligaw pa lang sya. And if he'd change either in good or bad way, i guess it's the real him.

And doon ko mare-realize if mahal ko ba talaga sya or not.

Well now, nagi-gets nyo na ba ako?

Well that's my point of view (POV). I guess its diff'rent from others :)