Lost

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I'm disconnected from the days
They pass by in a blurry haze
Over and over in my mind it plays
Picture myself dying in different ways.

It's getting harder to breathe
Why does everybody leave?
Why does nobody believe?

This world of mine is so surreal
I can't even tell what's real
I pinch my skin but I still can't feel
Hide away to skip another meal.

Keep myself inside my room
Lock myself within my tomb
Stay up talking to the moon
Pray to fade away real soon.

Why does nobody seem to care?
Why do they all just stare?
Can't they feel the frost in the air?
Or are they just completely unaware?

Why is nobody else here?
Why can't she just disappear?
Each day comes a new fear.

Why can't anybody see
What her words do to me?
Why can't I just break free?

Even in a crowd I feel alone
I can't seem to find my way back home
Lost somewhere within my bones
Is the girl I had once known.

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