Disorderedeating Stories

Aria Costito has spent most of her life in a form of captivity. She was kidnapped at the age of 6 by her parent's greatest rivals because of their position as leaders of the Italian mafia. Aria spent most of her life believing she was happier hidden away- until now. When her captor suddenly discards her, Aria learns what real love and care feel like, all while continuing her dance career, her one form of true freedom.

hey! so I struggle with a few mental disorders, I'll put more in the first chapter, and I was thinking how much I've learned in my experience, and how other people can use these tips and tricks. I will put trigger warnings so you don't have to worry!

your favourite colour is gold. her favourite colour was blue. together, you made a colour as green as the leaves on a sycamore tree. current status: finished, probably will stay finished unless people have like, questions or something.

trigger warnings: disordered eating, body image issues, abusive. toxic speech. i'm super open to brutal criticism. i just randomly wrote this while high, so tell me what you think. this is a work of fiction that i based on some of my insecurities. my mother is not this horrible, but she does impose her insecurities onto me. this is the first time i've tried fiction in a while and the first time i've made anything for the public eye. so take that into consideration, but be brutal.

my severe depression and I collaborated on some new pieces everybodys gonna hate. slight trigger warning for depression (shocking I know) and disordered eating.

It's the voice that whispers just before meal times to put less on your plate, it's the feeling of regret after you finished a piece of junk food you just ate, its the brain wrenching thoughts of being alarmingly hungry but you cannot bring yourself to eat. For Parker Collian his was all he knew. The life of control beyond imaginable, hiding it from all the people you care for in your life, pushing people away, because the disorder is more important. This is the story of a young boy who was pushed into dastardly behaviour. All because of a life in the modern mindset of control, that was now considered common and the people he met along the way, who changed his life for worse, or maybe for the better.

What if your own mind was your biggest battleground? For Amari, quiet is something she just can't have. Her brain is a lively, messy storm, with a thousand thoughts going at once, each one screaming for her focus. She puts her feelings on canvas, but the art inside her head is a beautiful, scary mess no one truly sees. She's the girl who feels like she's drowning right in front of everyone, hiding her inner chaos with a practiced, calm facade. Then there's Elias. A quiet strong wall. A silent puzzle everyone thinks they have figured out. But behind his calm outside, a heavy problem threatens to break him, pushing him to the very edge of what he can take. He carries the weight of the world, all alone, in the secret parts of his life, silently fighting a war no one knows about. Two souls, completely lost in their own unseen fights, are drawn together by a strong, unspoken feeling. When the girl who lives in loud chaos meets the boy who lives in deep quiet, an amazing link starts to form. Can they find the good in each other's hidden hurts, or will their combined secrets pull them deeper into the darkness?

a poem about living with an eating disorder & the relationship with food after recovery

A group of angry, queer teens attempt to escape the 'City', a horrible place that they all grew up in. But it's proving to be a lot harder than they expected. /Me? Projecting into my stories?? It's more likely than you think/

❝She hated food. It repulsed her! She loved food. But that's what ruined her. She overindulged. And now she has to pay the price.❞ TW: disordered eating

He craves it.

Dazai has trouble regulating his habits.

Cross-posted to AO3. My first BSD fanfic.

*TRIGGER WARNING* Read with care. Do not try this at home. I've dreaded this moment for days now. Sally, the dietitian scribbles my weight down in her notebook. "Okay you can step off now" she says, and looks at my mother with a worried look on her face. She carefully smiles at me, and whispers the cold, honest truth to my mother. "Your daughter.-" Sally says, "-she's too fat." --ABOUT-- This is my story; Phoebe is a fictional character, but I relate her to myself. I have been struggling with anorexia for several years now, and I wanted to show both the good, and the bad. I am currently on my way to a healthier life, so this is a big step in the right direction. Enjoy :) *I do not promote any disordered eating. This is my own experience. Please do not starve yourself, it will ruin you*

A poem about learning to love your body again.

Just thoughts

Victoria can't remember a time when she didn't think of food as numbers and something that was against her. She has calculations of eating and burning calories and fat running through her head all day and night, but she isn't really sick right? in her head she's strict, she's disciplined and she's just looking out of her health but in reality maybe ana has taken over her so completely it sounds like the voice of a friend rather than an illness trying to kill her. Author note: my Gilmore girls story will be continued along with this one and I think getting my feelings and thoughts out through Victoria will inspire me to start writing again because my god ive missed it. also WARNINGGG the main theme of this story centres around eat!ing dis0rders so if this is a struggle for you or you are trying to recover maybe don't read this one :)

For Dylan, it's just a regular shift at a theme park restaurant until a beautiful mess walks through the door.

I'm not sure what this is going to be yet but it's going to be sad.