Disorderedeating Stories

This story is a collection of scenes (mostly from Buggy's and Shanks' childhood and young teenage years), full of hurt Shanks, who's haunted by nightmares after being sexually abused, and Buggy dealing with his redhead's nightly terrors and odd behaviors throughout the day (not to mention his own insecurities). Or: Shanks develops a lot of very unhealthy coping mechanisms, and it takes Buggy years to understand what has happened to his friend. Some Shanks x Buggy in later chapters. Feel free to read along or leave right away. Cover art by Yazu-Jud on zerochan.net

Cross-posted to AO3. My first BSD fanfic.

your favourite colour is gold. her favourite colour was blue. together, you made a colour as green as the leaves on a sycamore tree. current status: finished, probably will stay finished unless people have like, questions or something.

a poem about living with an eating disorder & the relationship with food after recovery

For Dylan, it's just a regular shift at a theme park restaurant until a beautiful mess walks through the door.

❝She hated food. It repulsed her! She loved food. But that's what ruined her. She overindulged. And now she has to pay the price.❞ TW: disordered eating

(Trigger Warning) This diary will include my feelings, thoughts, weight, eating habits, etc...

He craves it.

flynn didn't eat.

trigger warnings: disordered eating, body image issues, abusive. toxic speech. i'm super open to brutal criticism. i just randomly wrote this while high, so tell me what you think. this is a work of fiction that i based on some of my insecurities. my mother is not this horrible, but she does impose her insecurities onto me. this is the first time i've tried fiction in a while and the first time i've made anything for the public eye. so take that into consideration, but be brutal.

Victoria and Rose had once thought that they we were meant to be together, but what happens when things end and they are left to look back onto what once was and what could have been? Read as their friendship turns to love and their love turns to hate and regret. This is based on true events, though names and locations have been changed to protect the privacy of those mentioned and involved.

TW: disordered eating. I wanted to include this because disordered eating is something I struggle with. And I know many of you guys do too. So, it's not for an aesthetic or cute story, it's genuine and I thought that it'd be best to put it in Jisoos story because-well... you'll see ❤

It's the voice that whispers just before meal times to put less on your plate, it's the feeling of regret after you finished a piece of junk food you just ate, its the brain wrenching thoughts of being alarmingly hungry but you cannot bring yourself to eat. For Parker Collian his was all he knew. The life of control beyond imaginable, hiding it from all the people you care for in your life, pushing people away, because the disorder is more important. This is the story of a young boy who was pushed into dastardly behaviour. All because of a life in the modern mindset of control, that was now considered common and the people he met along the way, who changed his life for worse, or maybe for the better.

After realising he might be the thorn in his friends's side, a drop in bucket- Nick starts fading, doesn't evaporate or slip through a drain but just dies out like a withering flower- slow and unnoticed if you don't pay attention but George notices just in time to hopefully bring him back.

*TRIGGER WARNING* Read with care. Do not try this at home. I've dreaded this moment for days now. Sally, the dietitian scribbles my weight down in her notebook. "Okay you can step off now" she says, and looks at my mother with a worried look on her face. She carefully smiles at me, and whispers the cold, honest truth to my mother. "Your daughter.-" Sally says, "-she's too fat." --ABOUT-- This is my story; Phoebe is a fictional character, but I relate her to myself. I have been struggling with anorexia for several years now, and I wanted to show both the good, and the bad. I am currently on my way to a healthier life, so this is a big step in the right direction. Enjoy :) *I do not promote any disordered eating. This is my own experience. Please do not starve yourself, it will ruin you*

Dazai has trouble regulating his habits.

Just thoughts

fags ew

I'm not sure what this is going to be yet but it's going to be sad.