Disorderedeating Stories

Cross-posted to AO3. My first BSD fanfic.

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A group of angry, queer teens attempt to escape the 'City', a horrible place that they all grew up in. But it's proving to be a lot harder than they expected. /Me? Projecting into my stories?? It's more likely than you think/

❝She hated food. It repulsed her! She loved food. But that's what ruined her. She overindulged. And now she has to pay the price.❞ TW: disordered eating

Just thoughts

Dazai has trouble regulating his habits.

He craves it.

A poem about learning to love your body again.

It's the voice that whispers just before meal times to put less on your plate, it's the feeling of regret after you finished a piece of junk food you just ate, its the brain wrenching thoughts of being alarmingly hungry but you cannot bring yourself to eat. For Parker Collian his was all he knew. The life of control beyond imaginable, hiding it from all the people you care for in your life, pushing people away, because the disorder is more important. This is the story of a young boy who was pushed into dastardly behaviour. All because of a life in the modern mindset of control, that was now considered common and the people he met along the way, who changed his life for worse, or maybe for the better.

a poem about living with an eating disorder & the relationship with food after recovery

*TRIGGER WARNING* Read with care. Do not try this at home. I've dreaded this moment for days now. Sally, the dietitian scribbles my weight down in her notebook. "Okay you can step off now" she says, and looks at my mother with a worried look on her face. She carefully smiles at me, and whispers the cold, honest truth to my mother. "Your daughter.-" Sally says, "-she's too fat." --ABOUT-- This is my story; Phoebe is a fictional character, but I relate her to myself. I have been struggling with anorexia for several years now, and I wanted to show both the good, and the bad. I am currently on my way to a healthier life, so this is a big step in the right direction. Enjoy :) *I do not promote any disordered eating. This is my own experience. Please do not starve yourself, it will ruin you*

trigger warnings: disordered eating, body image issues, abusive. toxic speech. i'm super open to brutal criticism. i just randomly wrote this while high, so tell me what you think. this is a work of fiction that i based on some of my insecurities. my mother is not this horrible, but she does impose her insecurities onto me. this is the first time i've tried fiction in a while and the first time i've made anything for the public eye. so take that into consideration, but be brutal.

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TW: disordered eating. I wanted to include this because disordered eating is something I struggle with. And I know many of you guys do too. So, it's not for an aesthetic or cute story, it's genuine and I thought that it'd be best to put it in Jisoos story because-well... you'll see ❤

Victoria and Rose had once thought that they we were meant to be together, but what happens when things end and they are left to look back onto what once was and what could have been? Read as their friendship turns to love and their love turns to hate and regret. This is based on true events, though names and locations have been changed to protect the privacy of those mentioned and involved.

(Trigger Warning) This diary will include my feelings, thoughts, weight, eating habits, etc...

What if your own mind was your biggest battleground? For Amari, quiet is something she just can't have. Her brain is a lively, messy storm, with a thousand thoughts going at once, each one screaming for her focus. She puts her feelings on canvas, but the art inside her head is a beautiful, scary mess no one truly sees. She's the girl who feels like she's drowning right in front of everyone, hiding her inner chaos with a practiced, calm facade. Then there's Elias. A quiet strong wall. A silent puzzle everyone thinks they have figured out. But behind his calm outside, a heavy problem threatens to break him, pushing him to the very edge of what he can take. He carries the weight of the world, all alone, in the secret parts of his life, silently fighting a war no one knows about. Two souls, completely lost in their own unseen fights, are drawn together by a strong, unspoken feeling. When the girl who lives in loud chaos meets the boy who lives in deep quiet, an amazing link starts to form. Can they find the good in each other's hidden hurts, or will their combined secrets pull them deeper into the darkness?

a person with an unspecified eating disorder falls in love with somebody despite their struggles. heavily based on my own experience and mostly written for me to feel as though I am lovable. potentially triggering read tags. ALSO this is a story about schoolchildren so if that makes you uncomfortable do not read. there will be no smut or anything but perhaps a kiss.

flynn didn't eat.