Knob

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Michael woke up in the most delightful way that could be deemed possible. And that was falling out of bed onto a cold, hard, and slightly dusty floor. Michael groaned quietly once getting over the initial shock, and to his right he heard a loud giggling which could only be Ashton.

"Fuck off," Michael grumbled, standing up and wiping the dust off himself roughly, not looking over at Ashton, who he could just tell would be smirking like a fool at him. Michael just shook his head, sitting on the edge of Calum's bed, who was still sleeping comfortably.

"What are you doing here Michael?" Ashton asked softly, as to not wake Calum. Michael shrugged a little, looking down towards his small hands. He was such a dick, how did he not realise earlier, why didn't anyone try to stop him.

Then again, people had tried to, he just hadn't listened, he should've listened earlier, for fucks sake.

"I noticed I'm a homophobic asshole and now I feel bad about everything," Michael replied just as quietly, before pressing his hands to his face and groaning at his own stupidness at everything he'd ever done, to Luke in particular.

Ashton nodded vaguely, smiling softly to himself,"You gotta apologise to him now," he said matter of factly, and Michael signed but nodded anyway, pulling his hands away from his face slowly and looking back at Ashton.

Slowly shaking his head, Michael sighed again, for what seemed like the thousandth time,"I don't know how though Ashton, it's gonna be so awkward, and what if he doesn't forgive me, if I was him I wouldn't forgive me oh my god," Michael uttered quickly, for some reason panicking over something, which he hadn't really worried about before. He'd apologised to lots of people lots of time, so why must this be any different.

It might be the fact that he's been such a douche for a good three years now, or that he actually needed to be forgiven, he wanted to gain Luke's friendship, after feeling so bad for all the things he's done to Luke. He just didn't know what to do anymore.

Ashton chuckled slightly at Michael's worried expression, shaking his head,"Dude, don't worry, he'll forgive you, I know it," he said confidently, and Michael was confused for a second until he remembered that Ash and Luke were genuinely good friends, and that he knows so much more about Luke than Michael does.

Michael nodded standing up from Cal's bed,"Imma go find him," he said, and Ashton nodded firmly, so Michael made his way out of the cramped room and made his way down the deserted hallway to the other small room.

Apparently Michael had a key because he found on in his pocket, so he opened the door swiftly, shuffling into the tiny room. The room was completely light, the curtains doing nothing to block away the sun, and rays spilled into the room, marking every inch of the room.

Luke himself, was still asleep, curled up in the white sheets of the bed, that was giant compared to his small sleeping form. Michael stood by the door, shifting on his feet awkwardly as he decided whether to leave and come back or wake Luke up.

Just as Michael was about to flee the room, he heard a small voice, and he froze mid step,"I'm awake Michael, and if you're here to taunt me more, kindly fuck off," Luke murmured sleepily, though he didn't bother to shift in the bed.

Michael was still tempted to leave, not knowing how to word his apology still, but then if he left, he might not ever be able to make up for what he had done, so Michael shuffled forwards so he was more in the room than out, shutting the door behind him.

"Um, Luke," Michael started,"I um, well I'm sorry for, ya know, being a douche. I was shitty and homophobic and gross, and yeah, I'm sorry," he muttered, shuffling from side to side and not looking at Luke, who was now sat upright and staring at Michael, in case he was angry still or something,"And yeah, I don't deserve you're forgiveness, but that'd be cool. I'm really sorry Luke."

Luke however, just sighed slightly and nodded,"I shouldn't forgive after 3 years of torment, but I will," and Michael couldn't help but start grinning probably too much.

I'm such Luke girl trash right now don't touch me

It was really sunny today so of course I stayed indoors and played pokemon but my game reset twice and I nearly cried omg and I woke up today to find my puppy chewing on my fire red game I panicked so much but it still works thank god

(I'm also pokemon trash rn)

Okay I really need to sleep right now actually l8r sk8rs

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