His Tragic Magic[Completed]

His Tragic Magic- I've Just Gotta Stay Strong

*Kirstin's POV*

I was in the room changing Charlotte when Rayne walked into my room smiling. If she needs me to watch Malachai again, nu uh! No way, that kid wore me and Ronnie out! Nope not happening this week.

"Kirstin, I have great news" she said

"Ooh tell me" I smiled placing Charlotte in her crib

"Well, I'll give you a hint. Has to do with maternity and ultrasounds"

"A hospital!"

"I was this with Malachai"

"Pr-Pregnant! You're pregnant again!?" Rayne smiled at me nodding her head "Yes" very fast. I ran over to her squealing and gave her a tight hug. I pulled back for a second smiling at Rayne and gave her another tight squeeze. "So have you told Monte yet?"

"No, I'm going to wait after dinner tonight. Its a surprise." I smiled placing a finger over my lips.

"I won't tell a soul. I promise." Rayne thanked me and smiled walking out of the room, probably to go downstairs or something. I smiled walking past Charlotte's crib and smiled in at her. Nothing or nobody is going to change my feelings about my daughter, no matter the situation. I laid on my bed and noticed I had a text on my phone, I checked the screen and it was from Ronnie.

Ronnie: Hey babe<3. I smiled at his text and replied back to his message. Since last week Ronnie and I have been kind of seeing each other behind our friends backs. As much as they wouldn't like the idea I don't care. Ronnie has the rights to see Charlotte and he's gotten better. I know its not the right thing to be doing because I'm still with Craig. I just don't want to break Craig's heart and Ronnie's at the same time. If I go to Craig it'll cause problems with Ronnie. And if I go to Ronnie, it'll cause problems for everyone!

New test message from Ronnie: I miss you and I love you so much! I smiled at his text and replied asking him if we could meet up somewhere. Ronnie replied back quickly and told me "Yes." I can't be with either men. Its too complicated. I walked down the steps and grabbed my hoodie.

"Hey, Rayne. I'm going to take a drive, could you keep an eye on Charlotte?" I asked

"Yeah, sure" she said while taking out silverware. I nodded and took my car keys getting into the car and driving off somewhere to talk to Ronnie. I called Ronnie's cell hoping that he picks up soon, I got him after the third ring.

"Hey, where should we meet?" I asked

"Somewhere quiet. Oh! I know the perfect place. There's a little garden type thing behind my apar-"

"That's fine. I'll meet you there. Bye." I hung up my phone and threw it on the backseat concentrating on the road. I really hope this doesn't blow up in my face!

I reached Ronnie's apartment and saw him outside waiting for my arrival. He looked so happy to see my car pull up, how can I do this? I sighed turning off the car and stepped out walking towards him. Ronnie smiled and wrapped his arms around my waist tightly, kissing the top of my head.

"Awe, you didn't bring Charlotte with you?" he asked

"No, uhm, she's at the house with Rayne sleeping" I said

"Well, its no problem. I'll see her again this week. Come I wanna show you this garden." Ronnie took my hand in his and opened a white picket fence, walking us through. I was amazed at how beautiful this place was! Every flower and plant you could name was probably here! Ronnie walked us over to a concrete bench and sat next to me. "So why are we meeting up here?" he smiled.

I looked at his face and my heart began to melt. He was so happy when I let him back in my life and now Ronnie's going to be crushed. I lowered my head and sighed deeply. I seriously can't do this! I just can't. Ronnie lifted my chin up with his hand and looked into my eyes.

"Kirstin, what's wrong?" I looked at him for the longest time and lowered my head again crying. "Kirstin? Babe, if something happened you can tell me. Did you get in a fight with Rayne or the other girls?" he asked pulling me closer to him.

"N-no, its just..I don't know what to do anymore" I cried into Ronnie's chest

"What do you mean? Talk to me." I lifted my head up wiping my face and sighed looking up at the sky. I have to tell him or else this will never end.

"R-Ronnie, we...we can't, we can't see each other anymore." Ronnie laughed a bit and kissed the side of my head. What the fuck?! I just told him we're breaking up and he's laughing??! "Ronnie, we're breaking up."

"Yeah, good one, Kirstin. Now what's the real reason we met up?"

"I just told you"

"Pfft, you can't be serious. We just started seeing each other again! That Craig guy made you do this didn't he?!"

"Well, uhm, I sort of didn't end it with Craig. We're still toget-" Ronnie had slapped me against the face. Good and hard. He quickly pulled his hand back once he realized what he did wrong. I felt my cheek where the hotness of the slap began to settle.

"Kirstin, I didn't-" I got up and began to walk towards the gate holding my face.

"You stay away from me! You stay away from me! My daughter! My friends! Don't you EVER speak to me again!" I yelled slamming the gate and getting into my car. I never want to see or hear the name Ronnie Radke again! I started my car up and drove my way to Craig's house.