*Rayne's POV*
I was laying down on the bed crying, remaining in a fetal position holding my stomach. I can't believe Monte had the nerve to put this whole Kirstin thing on me! She was the one who agreed that she'd move out. To be honest I thought Kirstin would cry and beg for her to stay in the house. But its over now and she's living with her "grand lover" Craig. God, those two make me sick.
*Knock, knock* I looked over towards the door and saw Monte walk in holding a plate of food and a glass of water. Well doesn't he have a lot of nerve coming in here.
"Hey, I brought you some food..in case you were hungry" he said setting down the plate
"Thanks" I said quietly. Monte sighed and sat next to me on the bed and wrapped his arms around my waist. "It's my fault Kirstin's gone, Monte. I never should've told you" I cried into his chest.
"No, it's not your fault, Rayne. Things like this..they just happen. But its not your fault, babe. And I'm sorry for yelling at you like that. This whole mess just has me really has me all kinds of crazy, Kirstin was a good friend of mine too and yeah, I do miss her. But, Rayne, I think you miss her the most and you're holding it in."
I laughed looking at my fiancé and smiled. "Since when did you become guitar play/ therapist, babe?" I laughed poking his chest. Monte laughed at me and pretended to be in deep thought while rubbing his chin.
"Its just one of those hidden talents I have" But I guess Monte is right about me missing Kirstin. We've known each other since the sixth grade, been there for each other when we dated douche bag boyfriends, and had those crazy, wild adventures. She's more like a sister to me. I want her back.
"I don't miss her." I lied
*Kirstin's POV*
I was sitting across the living room watching Ronnie hold Charlotte in his arms. I was so happy that I had my own little family and no one or nothing can destroy it now. But who am I going to talk to now if Ronnie screws up or something? I can't just go and knock on Rayne's door, she'd probably do one of two things: Slam the door in my face or kill me on the spot.
Rayne was my best friend. My only best friend and I couldn't ask for anyone better, I was there for her when her sister died. When Rayne wouldn't leave her sister's grave, who slept right next to her? I did! When Rayne was having trouble at our school being the new girl, who approached her first? Me. Everyone thinks that we can't stand each other, but Rayne and I know what we're truly feeling. We're hurt.
"Do you wanna go out tonight?" asked Ronnie
"Hm, yeah sure, babe. I'll get ready." I smiled getting up and walked to our room to change clothes. I just threw on a pair of skinny jeans, white top and standard high tops. Ronnie's outfit, well two words: All black. But I love the way he dresses.
"Already to go?" he asked grabbing Charlotte's carrier
"Yes, sir" I smiled walking out the door with him. Ronnie strapped Charlotte into the car and drove us to a local sit and dine place, we got seated at our table and began to look at our menus. It felt good to be out of the house and just be here with the guy I freaking love so much! I smiled across from Ronnie and began to run my foot up his leg. If he doesn't like this no more, then Ronnie has really changed.
"Kirstin, what are you doing?" he giggled. Yes! It still works!
"Ohh, nothing" I smiled from behind my menu. After we ate and Ronnie paid our bill while we were walking through the parking lot we ran into the people we're at war with. Rayne and Monte. They must have a sitter for Malachai because he wasn't there. Oh, this is so awkward! We walked past each other not saying a word and got into the car.
"Well that was awkward" Ronnie said starting the car
"Yeah, I guess" I said frowning a bit. Ronnie turned his head in my direction and looked at me.
"You miss Rayne don't you?" he smiled running his thumb up and down my cheek. I just frowned some more and shook my head "Yes."
"Is this whole fight my fault, Ronnie?" I asked
"No, I actually caused the whole thing. You were happy with Craig and I should've just let it be I- "
"But, Ronnie! I wasn't happy with Craig! I truly wasn't. I just rushed into that relationship so fast because you really hurt me and I was worried about Charlotte."
"Well I'm not going to let anything happen to you, me, or Charlotte. I'm going to try my hardest for you and that little girl back there." Ronnie smiled kissing my cheek. This is why I love Ronnie Radke.