Let Me Love You (Jinrene)✔️

Chapter-17

Jin's P.O.V

We are walking down from the rooftop while talking like our old days. I thought I will never see Jisoo again or even forgive her. I buried her memories somewhere deep inside me but now when I got to know her reason for leaving me and hurting me; now I am feeling guilty and inside my heart, everything tore up.

We both are talking like there is no sorrow or anything sad but we both know how much we are hurt. Even I finches whenever I think about her sufferings and how horrible it feels that you know anytime you can die. She still loves me, I can see the sadness and hurt in her eyes. But I don't love her anymore and it added the guilt more.

I don't know I want to cry again. Cuz I still remember when I was crying alone on a rainy night bcoz of my dad, soaking wet; she came and held her umbrella on me and looked at me with sympathy. That was when I was in high school and afraid of making friends. Bcoz of dad, my confidence level went down and I started to think of myself as a loser; a useless burden. But she was the person who taught me how to overcome my fears; my anxieties. Since that day I slowly started falling for her but now she gonna leave me soon.

We went to her table and sat there. I looked at her, she is still as beautiful as always but not as cheerful like she used to be. She is trying hard to hide her broken self but I know her; she is crying inside.

She snapped her fingers in front of me."Why are staring at me like an owl? Have I something on my face?" She asked and I nodded with a chuckled. She and her use of words...I will miss her. I will...

"Boss!" Jimin hollered from behind and I looked at him.

He comes in front of us and said with a worried face," I saw Irene Unnie come down from the rooftop while wiping her tears. Anything happened?"

Jisoo and I exchanged confused looks and both looked at Jimin. When does Irene come?? And she cried for what??

"Shit!! Jin!!! Irene saw us together!! She might be thinking you are cheating on her." Jisoo said as facepalmed and I was dumbfounded.

"Boss, you might go after her now," Jimin said, patting my shoulder.

"Jin!! Go! Now! Run!! " She hollered and I quickly stood up.

"Wait!! Before you run, give me your phone." Jisoo asked and I gave it to her. She typed something and handed me back.

"I gave you my number. Don't forget to text me." She said as I nodded and went out.

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Irene's P.O.V

I can't stop my tears as my head started throbbing for crying. How could he use me? Why did everyone use me and leave me like a waste? Am I this easy?

After having my lunch with Dad, I went to his restaurant. I was searching for him then suddenly someone popped in front of me. I know him; he was J-hope, the manager of the restaurant. He told me he saw Jin walk to the rooftop with a customer; seems to know each other.

I thought I will wait but after 15 mins I can't take it anymore. Who could be the customer?

I felt a wave of curiosity in me and walked to the rooftop. But my steps got heavier when I heard a girl's voice lingering with Jin. I went closer then I heard the most hurtful words that I wanted to hear only for me.

I love you Jisoo. I am so sorry...

My ears and mind couldn't bear anymore as I stepped down with my tears flowing eyes. Jimin tried to approach me, maybe for greetings but I passed rush beside him and now crying on my bed with a broken heart. It hurts more than I felt for Sehun.

I hugged the pillow tightly while turning myself into a small ball. My lips are getting drier, my body is sweaty from rushing back home and my eyes are maybe bloodshot. Suddenly I felt a light tap on my shoulder. I shiver at the sudden touch and see Jin is standing in behind me; panting heavily. I Stepped off the bed and really I am feeling so disgusted and hurt that I want to punch his face.

"Ir-Irene, it's not like what you are thinking. She-" he tried to approach but I motioned him o stop at his place.  Maybe he got to know about me from Jimin and now will be trying to convince me with some filthy shits but I fucking don't care! This time I am not going to be a fool anymore!

"She what? Huh? What? I clearly heard you say to her I love you. You know what? You and Sehun are just the same. Cheater and Fraud!" I said as about to storm out but he held y hand.

"Irene, you are angry right now. Calm down. I can explain." He said sincerely but I shoved my hand.

"I know you already made up excuses. But the way you were holding her in your arms and saying those words; are not a lie Jin. I thought I could trust you with my broken heart but you? You just crashed them again! AGAIN!!!!!!" I spat angrily as I felt my burning tears crawling down my cheeks.

"Ire-"

"Fuck off, Jin!! I don't wanna see you and your face!!! Just fuck off!! You are worst than Sehun!! You broke my heart." I said as finally went out of the room then left the house.

I am walking on the street, feeling a storm in my stomach. My hands reached for my phone and I called Jennie.

"Hello! Unnie~!" Jennie answered my call in an excised tone. Hearing her voice, making me cry. I wanna cry hugging her.

"Je-Jennie, can I co-come over?" I said but my voice cracked, I pressed my hand on my mouth to stop my sobbing.

"Unnie! Are you crying?? What happened? Ofc! You can come. Why are you even asking me?"

"Is mom home? I don't want her to give any trouble."

"Luckily she is out for some charity work. But mom needs to know right?" Jennie said with concern. She is right but I can't tell mom now. She will be worrying about me.

"Ani...Then I am coming home."

"Do you want me to pick you up?"

"I can manage, Jennie. Bye." I said softly, at least she doesn't pretend to me. At least I have my Lil sister to share my pain.

I end the call and called a cab. I hopped in and wiped my remaining tears with my long sleeves.

I hate you so much that it's hurting like hell.