Jin's P.O.V
It's been 3 days since Irene left our home. Without her, our home is just a pain lifeless house. Without her, even I am feeling lifeless.
I am lying on my bed, still haven't my breakfast let alone lunch. My beard grew a little and my hair is a mess. Still can't gather the courage to meet her and tell her the truth. Dahyun told me Irene is staying in her parent's house. I told Dahyun everything; I needed someone to share. She told me that she will talk to Jennie but I stopped her. Cuz I wanted to tell her by myself. But when?
I still can't get over the hatred I saw in her eyes for me. Is this how Jisoo felt that time?
I am not a culprit then still why I am getting afraid to face her?
Maybe cuz if she doesn't trust me? If I lose her for real? Or am I guilty that I thought I had feelings for Jisoo?
"Ahhhh!! My head hurts!! I need to talk with her. I need to tell her. I need to clear the mess." I gowned as buried my face into my palms.
Ting Tong ( The doorbell )
Is this Irene? Is she back??
I stormed out of my room and opened the main door as quickly as possible.
"Irene-" I said but immediately realized it's not Irene; it's Jisoo.
"Jin! What happened to you? Why do you are looking like a homeless beggar? And why you didn't text me? Even you didn't come to the restaurant? Do you know how much I was worried? Luckily Jimin knows your address and told me." She said as placed some takeout foods on the dinner table while I was just standing like a hopeless statue. I thought it was you, Irene.
"Hey! Jin? Is everything alright? Don't tell me something happened between you and Irene." Jisoo asked and I nodded looking down.
"She left the house." I blurted out in a tiny tone.
"Oh! Shit! I thought everything is alright. Haven't you told her?"
"I was about to but she already hated me so much and not even let me talk," I said as my voice cracked.
Jisoo came to me, took my hands, and made me sit on the couch as she sat beside me.
"Jin, it wasn't your fault man!! Why are you punishing yourself and her? Can't you see the girl loves you so much? You shouldn't let her go." Jisoo said with concern.
"But she asked told me to leave her alone. The way she talked with me is just so hurtful."
"Are you a dumb or fool or do you brain full with shit?" She said with annoyance and I looked at her.
"She has hurt Jin. How will you react if you see her with someone? You will feel angry right?" She asked and I nodded." Then what did you expect from her? She doesn't know me and for her; her husband is hugging another woman. She already got betrayed by her first love and she trusted you with her broken heart. That time you should hold her, kiss her, hug her or do anything except let her go. Aish!! You pabo!!!" Jisoo said as facepalmed herself and realization hit me like a bullet train.
'Aish!! You should have held her and even if she not trust you but have to told her the truth.' I said myself and sighed heavily.
"What should I do now?" I asked and she smacked my head.
"Ouch! Jisoo!"
"What?! You should have called her after the right way she left or gone to her. But it is still not late. Call her to meet you."
"I was afraid and gathering my mental power. Now if she rejects me? If she does not even answer my call?" I asked and she fell into deep thought.
"Then give me her number. I will talk to her." Jisoo said but I gave her a confused look.
"You? But why will she talk with you? Right now she hates you."
"Who said I will tell her I am Jisoo, you pabo. Just wait and watch. Now give me her number." Jisoo commanded and I gave the number.
She called her and put the call on speaker. After a little ring, she answered the call.
"Hello?" She asked and after hearing her voice, I felt a relief in me.
"Hello, Irene," Jisoo said in a calm voice.
"Umm...Hello, But do I know you? " She asked politely but Her voice is so sweet with a hint of coldness.
"You may not know me but I know you. I want to meet you. I need to tell you something."
"But I don't even know you. How can I trust you? And what do you want to tell me?"
"Something important. I won't take too much time. You can decide the place. Just meet me for once." Jisoo said with a converting tone and looked at me. I nodded and motioned her to continue."Please, Irene. It's important."
"Ok, Tomorrow at 11 am in the park. I will be sitting on a bench near the lake. Don't be late." She said and we silently hi5.
"Ok! Thanks. Bye Irene." Jisoo said and ended the call.
"Do you think she will understand?" I asked and she gave my shoulder a little pat.
"Of course. Just trust me and your love." She said as stood up and went near the window.
"You love her too much, don't you?" She asked back facing me while looking through the window. I was still sitting on the couch and looked at her. I can feel the sadness in her voice. I know how she is feeling. How much does it hurt when your heart wants to claim something that has already been taken. "I am happy for you Jin. Promise you will always keep her happy ok?" She said as turned to face me; forcing a smile on her face and I nodded.
She smiled at me and I mirrored her. We both know we are hurt inside.
"Let's eat! I am hungry!! And better clean yourself. You look like a piece of shit." She said in a monotone and I rolled my eyes at her.
Thanks, Jisoo for helping me. You always helped me. But when you needed me; I wasn't there.
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Let Me Love You (Jinrene)✔️
FanficKim Seok-Jin, a well-known chef, is a sensible and soft-hearted person. He always wanted someone special in his life. Someone who can make him feel loved And whom he can trust with his heart. Bae Joo-Hyun aka Irene, a beautiful short-tempered girl...