Jin's P.O.V
I am going to the golf club where dad is right now. I still remember Mom loved to watch dad playing golf and sometimes she also used to join him. Every time they used to make bets and always mom used to win.
I called Dahyun before heading here and she told me about him. Irene convinced me to talk with him that's why I am here but not. Actually, inside me, I also wanted to talk with him but couldn't gather my courage for it.
I looked around and saw dad sitting on a corner bench under a big tree looking down at something. I walked over to him and still, he didn't notice me. I looked down, he is holding his wallet; looking at an old picture of mom. She was a beautiful woman.
"Dad?" I called and finched a little, hiding his wallet behind him.
"J-Jin? Why are you here?" he said in a cold tone that hurt me.
"I want to talk with you."
"About what? Have you done something wrong?" he said not even looking at me. I sat beside him; I gonna try my best.
"Can't I talk with you like a son to his father?" I said in a soft tone and he looked at me.
"Dad, I know we are not on good terms but I want to get us better. I want to know why you hate me." I said as I looked down; the last line came out tearing my throat.
"What are you saying? I don't hate-"
"Dad, you hate me. You hate me since mom died. Please tell me the reason." I said, controlling my emotions.
His eyes soften and first time in my time I saw guilty in them."You remind me of your mom. I used to love your mom a lot. Without her, I couldn't think of my days. But your mom left us. I couldn't take it and instead of crying anger boiled into me. Why did she leave me? Why she is so selfish? Why God is so cruel? I want to vanish all of your mom's memories cuz they remind me of her and you are a Carbon copy of your mother. That is why I always pushed you away and when you asked me you wanted to make a career in cooking I was shocked; your mom used to be a chef. I felt so alone and no one was beside me. I miss your mom and I am so sorry." Dad said while crying and I hugged him; feeling my tears come along.
"You need to talk with me. You need to let out your tears. Dad, I also lost her but we could the best shelter for each other. Do you know? How much it hurt me after Mom left me and you started ignoring me. Only Miss Meri was there for me. But I wanted you." I said with my cracked tone and dad wiped my tears with his thumb.
"I am so sorry my son. I didn't realize. I become so selfish and blind."
"You miss mom a lot, right? That way you were looking at her picture?" I said and took out the wallet from his behind and he nodded.
"She was my world. She was a wonderful person like you. The memories with her are hard to erase or replace. And thank you, son. If you didn't talk to me today; maybe I never realized. I am sorry." Dad said with his teary eyes and this time I wiped them for him.
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FanficKim Seok-Jin, a well-known chef, is a sensible and soft-hearted person. He always wanted someone special in his life. Someone who can make him feel loved And whom he can trust with his heart. Bae Joo-Hyun aka Irene, a beautiful short-tempered girl...