Heartless love

Eleven

Hope POV
1 week later

So I decided to go back to New Orleans for a while so I can visit my family. It's only for 3 weeks and then I can come back.

A lot has happened in the past week and after the break should be the dance coming up and then we have Christmas so I have a lot to do.

This week finch convinced Josie to give her another chance. Josie words to me was "is there any reason why I shouldn't get back with finch" I wanted to say because I'm in love with you and I want to have you all to myself but instead like a dumb ass I said

"The only reason should be if you're not happy. If you're happy then go for it"

I wanted to die.

I told Lizzie about it and she slapped the shit out of me. Josie looked confused but shrugged it off.

I have another date with stefanie today and I think the whole getting over Josie thing is working. Well it's showing some progress. It's just every time she bites her pen and flip her hair back I start to have panic attacks.

Gay panic attacks.

It's anything she do that just makes me horny. I hate that. Like a fucking hormonal boy teenager.

I am currently sitting with the gang at the table. We are having breakfast although finch and Josie aren't here. I'm glad because every room they're in I leave. Why? Because I'M FUCKING IN LOVE WITH JOSIE SALTZMAN! And that bitch finch has her.

If I ever said that out loud, some people would be confused. Lizzie would be so proud and so would Caroline.

Speaking of Caroline.

She finally found out why we were having sex dreams about each other which shortly stopped once I went on a date with stefanie 2 days again. Caroline told me it was my wolf hijacking  my witch side. They were creating illusions to get us together. Caroline didn't tell Josie about it because I asked her not to.

"Hope!" Lizzie called
"Yes?" I asked
"You we're all in thought. What were you thinking about and please don't say Josie" she says in a whisper

"I wasn't thinking about her" I say

"Mhmm, well here they go now" Lizzie says

Josie sat down on the other side of me and finch sat next to her.

I didn't look at the two because I was scared if I do I might bust finch head wide open.

Josie had dropped something.

"Shit!" She says
"What's wrong babe?" Finch asked
"I broke my necklace" Josie says
"It's just a necklace. I can get you a new one" finch says
"You don't understand. This is- well was really important to me. Just forget it" Josie says before throwing it away.

I whispered a spell to bring it back to my room.

I know how much that means to Josie. I'm going to fix it.

"Lizzie can I talk with you for a moment?" I asked

"Sure" she says

We both got up from the table.

We walked a little farther from the table so Josie or anyone without supernatural hearing could hear.

"What's up?" Lizzie asked

"I can't sit there" I say

"What? Is this because you still have feelings for her?" Lizzie asked

"Have feelings for her? I'M IN LOVE WITH HER FOR GOD SAKES" I say

Okay maybe I said that a little to loud.