You're Still Here For Me, Right? {Ranboo angst AU}

Chapter 1; The First Day of School

Ranboo POV:

TW: Bullying (if that counts), Cursing, Abuse

I woke up in a hot sweat, what happened? I can't remember my dream or anything that had happened the day before. I decided to ignore the weird interaction and get ready for school. After I'm ready I go downstairs to see my parents fighting, again. My dad walks up to me and slaps me.  "You get to walk to school this morning, brat." my dad says with a growl. "surprising." I say under my breath. "WHAT DID YOU SAY BOY?" my dad yells at me. "Sorry" I say in a monotone voice than walk out the door like none of that just happened. The walk is about 5 minutes from my house so I'm always early. When I arrive I sit under a tree and start humming a song, to my surprise a kid with brunette hair sat next to me. "Hi, I'm Toby!" the boy says in a bright and cheery voice "I'm Ranboo, why are you even here?" I say "I want to be your friend!" The brunette exclaims. My eyes go wide. Why does this kid wanna be my friend? "Oh sure, I guess." the brunette smiles. Then the bell rings. "Well I better get to class!" Then the boy runs off. I get up and look at my classes, oh great my first class had to be Math. I HATE math just a little back round. Then I start walking to my locker. I put my things in and grab my math notebook. Then I walk to my class and sit on the far left, on the back row. The teacher walks in and starts lecturing the class about what we will be learning this year. (this is third grade btw) Multiplication, blah blah, fraction, blah blah. Then the teacher puts an "about me" paper on my desk. I would like to throw it in the garbage right next to me but instead I actually fill it out. Name: Ranboo. Age: 7. Birthday: Nov. 2nd. What you wanna be when you grow up: _____. Does the teacher actually expect me to know what I wanna do when I'm an adult, man I've only planned my future up to 6th grade. Then the teacher comes to pick up the papers. "Ranboo, dear you were suppose to fill out what you wanted to be." She says with a semi-sweet grin "I don't know yet." I blurt out. "Well alrighty then you don't have too." God I already hated this lady. It felt like it had been 3 years before it was lunch. I mean all the worst classes are before lunch like math, reading, and social studies. I mean seriously who wants to learn about ancient Mesopotamia? I walk into the cafeteria and get in line for lunch. I grab the tray and head into the crowded seating area. I see Toby, I could sit by him or I could sit by myself. Right before I was about to sit by myself the brunette comes running up to me. "C'mon Ranboo I want you to meet my friends!" He says cheery but obnoxious. "Uh, sure I guess." I say. Then he walks me to his other friend and tells me to sit down. I already threw away my lunch in the nearest garbage can I could find so I just sat there until this snobby kid looks at Toby and says, "This is the kid you wanted to be friends with? Seriously Toby you pick the worst kids." Everyone but me laughs at that comment.  I excuse myself to the bathroom and I start crying in one of the stalls. I should've known this was a no-good snobby rich kid school. Why did I trust someone so fast? I stop crying and head back to the table and a different kid says, "Did the baby not like the 'joke'?" The whole table cracks up again, I make a fist like I'm about to punch this kid and the bells rings for the next class. Finally a somewhat enjoyable subject, writing. Just when I thought I was done Toby and his other friend walk into the class sit in the front. The teacher starts explaining some topics we would be going over but my joy gets ruined when Toby throws a paper ball at me. I unroll it and it says, "Hey man just saying what he said was true, you better shape up or your getting kicked out of the group, and for fucking sake cover your damn ugly face." I sit there in shock. The teacher says my name and it puts me back into reality. "Ranboo bud are you okay?" I slowly nod and start listening to the lesson again. Finally the last class was over and I ran to my locker grabbed my things and sprinted back home to cry in my room. I tried pinching myself to just check this nightmare was real. Spoiler alert, it was. When I got back home my mom walks up to me and says "Don't say a word little shit, your dad is finally asleep just go up to your room." then she slaps me. God why do I hate everyone, no why does everyone hate me? I run up to my room and think about what Toby said. Maybe he was right. I start looking around my room for glasses and a mask. I found some normal sunglasses and a half black half white mask. I decided I would wear them tomorrow to school.

Word count: 1006

A/N: Hey I really hope you like this. I tried my best please give me some feedback if I need to change some of my grammar. I'll also take some ideas, I only have a general idea of what I'm doing but seriously I hope you enjoyed it. Please get some sleep!! (Edited 1/16/22) I thought I'd show  the uniforms they are at the top.(Help me I've been laughing at their kneecaps for like 10 minutes)