You're Still Here For Me, Right? {Ranboo angst AU}

Chapter 10; I'm Sorry

GEORGE'S POV:

TW: Suicide Attempt, Cursing

It was a week until we leave the meetup and go back to our own houses. I was surprised Tommy wasn't even looking at Ranboo. I guess I can't blame him but Ranboo couldn't help it. "Tommy did I do something?" Ranboo says at he walks over to Tommy. "No I'm just so sick of your shit, sorry if that sounded rude but its true." Ranboo just stands there. Then he walks back to his room. Karl and I went to make dinner for everyone. I heard Tommy get up and go to his room where I'm assuming Ranboo went.

TOMMY'S POV:

I went upstairs to my room. I saw just what I didn't want to. I saw Ranboo he was on his laptop. I ignored him and grabbed my phone, I saw a note addressed to me on the table. I didn't really care I'm sure he would give it to me eventually. Then instead of sitting on the other side of the bed I sat on the floor pushed against the wall. "TOMMY, RANBOO DINNER IS READY!" Sapnap says as he yells up the stairs. Ranboo immediately gets up and walks out of the room, I follow him. George and Karl made a great dinner. George got a larger portion than usual I was proud of him. Ranboo didn't even get a plate but he sat down, alone, in a dark, cold corner next to the table. I felt bad for some reason, but I didn't need to care he's probably thinking about something important. I ate and tried to go back upstairs, but Ranboo grabbed my wrist. He then handed me the note and left the house. I was kind of confused but I would probably know after I read the note.

The Note:

Hey Tommy sorry I have been such a bother, you helped me but I think my time is over. You ignoring me was probably a sign you didn't want me there and I could tell everyone else was done with me. Sorry if I'm wrong but too late now, huh. I'm at the park and not to worry you but I'm going to kill myself sorry Tommy. But I will be happy if everyone else is. I'll see you soon!

RANBOO'S POV:

I ran out of the house and nobody tried to stop me. I was right nobody wants me there. I slow down and start walking there. I see Tommy out of the back of my eye, I start sprinting to the edge of the park. Everyone keeps there kids away from the edge since its a rule but my intention is to die I will be breaking this rule. I stare at the edge, I step closer. I hear Tommy very close behind me so I step off. Tommy immediately grabs my wrists and tries to pull me up, then I see Karl's car. George, Karl, and Wilbur get out. Wilbur helped stabilize Tommy, Karl and George helped pull my arms up from the sides. Once they got me up they were all crying. I don't know why they don't even like me. "BOO NEVER, AND I MEAN NEVER DO THAT AGAIN YOU SCARED THE SHIT OUT OF ME." George could barely manage to cry out. "B-boo, I'm so s-sorry I didn't r-realize how much I needed you and y-you needed me." Tommy sobbed out. "I thought you didn't care about me though." I say and throw them a confused look. They all just cried harder. "Did I say something?" Tommy hugged me. "No Boo, you did absolutely nothing wrong. All of this is my fault." He held me tight and cried into my shoulder. "I don't know what I would do If I- If I didn't have you." Tommy looks up and breaks the hug. "I'm sorry I scared you all." George walked over "Will you stop saying sorry, you have nothing to be sorry about. We do." Karl stops crying for a second "We should have known something was up and we did, but we didn't stop you. I feel so guilty." I give everyone a sympathetic look "Look, we can all just go past this and have a fun rest of the trip we only have 6 days left anyways." They all nodded and we headed to Karl's car. On drive home Wilbur suggested we watch a movie when we got back. When I walked back in I was hugged by a million people. I felt so happy people cared about me. For the first time ever I didn't want to kill myself.

Word Count:810

A/N: Next chapter will have no angst! WOOHOO! Poor Ranboo but at least he gets a break next chapter. Sorry I have not updated in a while I had some family problems, and i've been unmotivated lately I'm glad I could get a chapter out though!