You're Still Here For Me, Right? {Ranboo angst AU}

Chapter 14; We have to go back.

TW: Hospital, Gay couple /j, Addiction, Cursing, Arguing, Kiss 😱, Cringe (TYSM FOR 450 READS!!)

Wilbur's POV:

I sit there dialing the suicide hotline, then a lady picks up the phone. "Hello is this an emergency?" The lady says from the other side of the line. "Y-yes, please help my brother. He tri- he tried to kill himself." I say barely crying out. "We'll be there asap, just make sure he's breathing." The lady says from the other line. "O-okay" I say while ending the call. I scoop up Tommy and hold him close. Then I walkover to the sink taking the knife out of his hand and wash it off then I slip it back into its spot. I walk over to the couch and sit down hoping Tommy will be okay, I mean he's never done anything like this. Quackity walks up to the back of the couch. "I really hope he's okay." He says while walking over to us and sitting down. "Hey Alex(Quackity) you've been ignoring me lately. Wanna explain that?" I say trying to change he topic. "Wilbur I never meant for you to feel like that. So much has been happening I've been ignoring everyone, I'm so sorry" He says sadly.  "Well I should go." Alex says walking away. 

Quackity's POV:

TW STARTS HERE

I ran to the room that Wilbur and I shared and I flung my suitcase open. Grabbing my depression pills. I stare at them, I can't believe this has happened to me. I've been ignoring everyone. I feel so bad. Then I open the bottle and pour the rest of the pills in my mouth. I grab my water cup off the table next to me and chug it. I felt so sick, I passed out with the empty pill bottle in my hand

TW OVER

"ALEX, PLEASE, PLEASE. NOT YOU TOO, I NEED YOU." I hear a muffled voice say. I feel myself waking up. Then I open my eyes, I see Wilbur crying next to me. "Alex... you okay?" He says sweetly. "I don't know." I barely crack out. "So Tommy got sent to the Hospital about 3 hours ago-." "WHAT HOW LONG HAVE I BEEN ASLEEP." I say interrupting him. "I'm pretty sure you fell asleep right after Tommy got sent." He says friendly. I sit up, I stare at the empty pill bottle in my hand. "Oh my god... what the fuck did I do, WILBUR WHAT THE FUCK DID I DO." I say throwing the bottle. I start sobbing. Wilbur hugs me from the side. "Hey it's okay bud, I'm here it's okay." Wilbur says kindly. "I'm just glad your still here with me, wanna go visit Tommy?" He says sympathetically. "Yeah." I say standing up. I wipe my eyes. "I'm gonna get my shoes on. " I say quickly. "Alright I'll get the car ready come out as soon as your ready." He says walking out of the room. "I slip on my shoes and walked out the out the room. I soon opened the car door and hopped in. Then Wilbur started driving. "What'd you wanna listen to?" Wilbur says to me. "Uh, how about Idea of Her, it's by Cavetown." I say kind of embarrassed because of my music choice. "I've never heard it  but sure." Wilbur says looking up the song.

(btw I'm listening to it right now)

"Can't get your name past my lips like a slur

And I think I'm in love with the idea of her

Lie in the morning aurora

What time is it in California?"

The lyrics of the song flood my brain as Wilbur taps his finger on the driving wheel to the beat of the song. 

If I don't want anyone then why do I feel so alone? 

Those lyrics really woke me up. I don't want anyone, but I see everyone else in a happy relationship and it makes me feel so alone. What if... maybe I do want someone? No, it couldn't be. Suddenly I see Wilbur looking at me. "We're here are you gonna get out? We've been sitting here for 10 minutes, are you alright?" He says generously. "Oh yeah sorry." I say while getting out of the car. We walk up to the front desk. "We're here to see Tom Simons please." He says relaxed. "Of course, room 261." The lady at the front desk says. "Thank you." He grabs my hand and starts running towards the room. God he looks like such a child, I laugh at my own thought. "Slow down, Tommy isn't going anywhere. I say laughing. "I guess I just really miss him." He says joining the laughter.  We arrive at the door and Wilbur knocks on it. "Come in" A weak British voice calls out. Wilbur opens the door and immediately pulls Tommy into a hug. But I noticed he only hugged him with one arm then I looked at his other hand and realized we we're still holding hands. After they broke the hug Tommy giggled. "What- oh." Wilbur said immediately letting go of my hand. My hand grew cold and I had a frown on my face. I actually kind of liked holding his hand I guess. Then a rushed Ranboo and tired George rushed into the room. "GEORGE MADE ME WAIT TOMMY HE IS SO MEAN I KNOW I WISH I COULD'VE MADE IT SOONER BUT GEROGE IS MEAN AND DIDN'T LET ME." Ranboo says angrily. Tommy starts laughing . "come here Ranboo." Tommy says putting a shocked look on Ranboo's face. He then rushed over to him and Tommy whispers something into his ear. They both start laughing, I wonder what Tommy told him.  It didn't matter because I saw Wilbur sitting on the chair almost in tears. I sat next to him on the only other chair. "What happened to you?" I ask him politely. He just looks at me and the tears start falling. "Woah Wilby Scoot what happened?" I heard Tommy ask concerned. "It's none of your guys' problem leave me alone." Wilbur says running out of the room. I chase after him. "What happened back there Wilbur?" I say kindly. "I was just thinking that maybe, my- you know what it really doesn't matter can you leave me alone to cry here?" He says sadly. "Of course it matters Wilbur." I say sweetly, he just slides down the wall and sits down. Soon Karl and Nick arrive to visit. They just walk into the room because they didn't want to bother us. I sit next to Wilbur. "Seriously tell me." I say strictly. "I saw your face after you realized we we're holding- holding hands." He says looking away from me. "Wilbur I-" "I don't wanna hear it Alex." He says interrupting me. I turn his head to face me. "Listen Wilbur, I don't hate you if that's what you thinking." I say sternly. "Your so blind it actually hurts." Wilbur says pulling my hand off his chin. "What are you even talking about?" I say confused. "You obviously don't fucking get it. Your a selfish asshole Alex all you ever think about is yourself." He argues. "THEN WHY THE FUCK DO I OVERTHINK EVERYNIGHT ABOUT YOU?" I slap my mouth. Did I just accidentally tell him my feelings. "Oh my god, I'm so sorry. I'm gonna go no-" I say while getting interrupted by Wilbur's lips connecting to mine. After all this time the person I've loved for so long, just kissed me. It's been so painful not knowing if he loved me or not. We soon pulled away from the kiss. "That's what you we're blind about Alex." He said to me lovingly. "Wilbur, I love you. I love you so fucking much." I say hugging him. "I love you so fucking much too Alex Quackity." He says hugging me back.

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A/N: Not going to lie I was kind of lost on how to continue this so have TNT duo because I'm awful at writing angst. Anyways have an awesome day! <3