Why is life so damn hard? I hate feeling so fucking torn up inside. I'm freaking dying in the inside right now because of my problems. I just don't know what to do anymore. I feel so stuck and lost in my own problems. I'm drowning in my own life and my problems. I just don't know. I used to think that there was something wrong with me, but there isn't it's my own family betraying me. I just hate feeling like crap all the time. I hate that I self harm. I've self harmed sense my freshman year. Sense I was really little I have had problems with my depression. Ever sense then I just feel better. Taking everything out on myself if I have no cuts then I purposely sometimes make myself do something completely stupid and then there I made myself get a cut. Then I pick at that cut until there is nothing there but a scar. There's scars almost every where on me. My picking problem I can't stop I almost stopped for a month, but then I went crazy and I picked and now I have that problem again. This time I don't think that I am going to be able to stop. I've broken my promises so many times this year on me trying to stop what I'm doing. I found out yesterday that now I have another big problem. Yesterday I cut myself for the first time ever. I'm going to break that habit before it even starts. The scars I've mentioned earlier were probably of when I fell because I'm extremely clumsy. Hope this makes sense and sorry for the spelling mistakes.
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