Addicted

Chapter 11

"Are you seriously going to pretend you didn't hear that?" Harry asked breaking the silence in the car. I smiled and shook my head. "I wasn't going to ruin the moment Haz, you're so cute." I giggled.

"So you think I am cute?" He asked shyly. "Don't pretend you don't know that, you know you could have any girl in the world anyone throwing themselves at you." "Yeah but I don't want them. I want you."

I didn't say anything, I know Harry really likes me and I do like him but with everything that's happened I don't know where I stand right now. I scolded him when he kissed me and then when Louis kissed me I was more or less lost of words where I couldn't speak clearly. I know harry was hurt when I said Louis kissed me I mean that's his best friend and he knew Harry liked me. "Cassie?" I turned to harry and half smiled. "Hmm."

"I know you have a lot on your mind, and it's understandable. I just hope we stay friends and my feelings don't get in the way of anything." "Don't worry Harry, our friendship is really important to me and nothing will ruin it."

Harrys pov

I hoped for that. If she knew she would hate my guts that I have lied to her I mean not completely I guess. she's my best friend and I feel head over heels for her and my past is shit I turned it around when she came into my life as I said tons of times I guess it will come out one way or another.

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"I can't believe your going camping!" I mocked .

"Shut up! I use to go camping when I was younger." Cassie rolled her eyes. "Mmmk." we continued to drive until she anxiously pointed out the camping site which was located in the middle of no where.

"Come on Harry, the others are already here." she groaned. I didn't mind going camping but in honesty I wish it were just us so I could ask her out finally. I followed her down the path that was marked "camping grounds" a long with a wagon of our stuff we both packed. "Cassie!" Louis yelled a little to loudly. he made instant eye contact with me then walked away knowing I knew they kissed and I could see the guilt on his face. "Hey Louis." she hugged him tightly and I could feel my chest tighten and my heart race.

I huffed and dragged our tent out reluctantly setting it up alone while Cassie was talking to Louis and Niall. "So, do you need some help with that?" Liam asked. I sighed and nodded. "Look man, obviously your really into Cass and you need to just set it straight, I know Louis and Niall being around her make you jealous but, you need to cool it." I nodded. When Louis looked at her his eyes crinkled when he smiled and he seemed happier and a lot less prone to drink when she was around him and Niall was nicer and easier to get on with when she was around and I knew I had no chance.

I had already told her how I felt about her, but I don't know where it left us. Actually I can't remember what happened just that at the store when the clerk told me we looked cute together it made me so happy. Cassie walked over and hugged me from behind and Liam nodded and told me to hug her back, so I did. "hi there." I chuckled. "Why do you look sad?" She asked. I gulped and looked down at my feet.

"Am I that easy to read?" I asked and she shyly smiled. "oh." was all I said. She took my hand and dragged me down to the riverbank and sat me down.

"Talk." she said. "About?" "Your feelings for me."

"I really really really like you." I said nodded my head. "I really really really like you too." she smiled. I felt my cheeks heat up and I smiled at her. "You really do?" She nodded. "what about Louis and Niall?" "I know, it's still confusing for me but, Louis knows how I feel about you and I think Niall does too."

I sighed in relief, "honesty I was afraid of losing you completely. But, Cassie I screwed up and kissed someone else after going after you about Niall."

"I know. I still like you Harry. I always have like I said before and it's very complicated. I would like you no matter what, rather you live here or a thousand of miles away from me my heart would still want you." I leaned in slowly and kissed her. I know it was random for both of us and I didn't think I would do it but I did and I couldn't help it. She looked so beautiful and her rosy lips were just taunting me. I guess you could call me a fool in love.

A/n: I haven't updated this in forever and I think I am little over this story but I am like lost so, it's all different but yeah