Jisung x NCT

Taeilsung (Taeil x Jisung)

-“I need you like a heart needs a beat.”-

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"Hi Jisungie, why didn't I see you in the office earlier? Are you okay, kid?" The gray hair guy asked the young man who's drinking coffee at a convenience store while setting himself infront of Jisung.

"Uhmm, something just happened but it's okay now Jungwoo hyung!" he replied softly then sip his drinks.

"Is that so? Well it's good that you're okay. Almost all of our co -workers are worried. Because you're often absent nowadays so they wonder why, of course also me,  your hyungie!" he said softly while grinning and handed over a box of chocolate biscuits.

"Isn't that your favorite? I saw it at the mall earlier. I remember you like that so I bought it. It's a good thing I saw you here so I won't have a hard time carrying it!" he jokingly said while laughing. Jisung just smiled genuinely to his respected hyung who has always taken care of him.

"Thank you Woo hyung! I'm so thankful as well as to our colleagues who are always there and support me. I'm sincerely glad that even though I'm alone in life now, you're there and make me feel like I'm one of the family you considers. And I am so blessed that I met you all! " he sincerely said while looking at Jungwoo's eyes adorably.

"Hey kid, stop that drama! It looks like you're giving me a sign about something bad. Hahaha don't say that. We're really thankful since you applied to the company! ... The boring and almost serious people there suddenly became noisy and the people who always pressuring themselves are calm working now and that's because of the presence your giving. You are always in positive vibes so be positive and your heart will survive! Are we clear 'bout that? " Jisung just smiled widely and then opened the box given by Jungwoo.

"Thanks here hyung! I will surely eat it all!" he cheekily smiled at him

"You should or else I will nag you at your dorm even though it's midnight time!" it was threatening so Jisung just chuckled at him.

"By the way, when is your appointment again? Do you want me to accompany you to the hospital?"

"No need hyung, Jaehyun hyung already presented yesterday!"

"That Jaehyun is ahead of me again?..  He's very competitive! He'll sleep outside the sofa later. Tsssk!" Jisung just giggled.

"Ahmm hyung! I'll be ahead of you first. I still need to finish the report for the meeting tomorrow!" Organizing his stuffs on his bag.

"Wanna ride with me?" Jisung just smiled then shook his head and said that he also wanted to go for a walk because the store was close to his dorm. Jungwoo didn't force him and they parted ways home.

Jisung was just quietly taking a walk while looking around. Many people strolled in the park he passed. He just smiles bitterly when he sees the happy laughing family under the trees as well as the happy children chasing each other that he has not even experienced even once.

"How I wish I am normal like you all with my family besides me!" he immediately shed tears when he remembered why his parents died along with his supposed to be his younger sibling.

"If I am a healthy child, y'all wouldn't die for my own sakes right? .. I'm sorry Mom, Dad and my dearest sibling who haven't even seen and experienced living in this world! I wish I was the one who died but I know you don't want that to happen. That's why you begged and knelt down with grandma and grandpa just to heal me but unfortunately, you had an accident. You were sad and angry when you're going back home but your grief was immediately wiped away. I'm sorry! I really am! Mom Dad, thank you and I will fight so that I can show you that all your hardships are worth it for me ,,,, and for you baby? I hope your happy with Mom and Dad. We will see each other soon. I love you! " he whispered and his tears kept falling as he looked at the sky.