𝙨𝙩𝙧𝙖𝙮 𝙠𝙞𝙙𝙨 𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙘𝙩𝙞𝙤𝙣𝙨

𝐿𝑜𝑠𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑦𝑜𝑢𝑟 𝑐ℎ𝑖𝑙𝑑 - 𝑀𝑎𝑘𝑛𝑎𝑒 𝑙𝑖𝑛𝑒

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POV: During pregnancy, you lose your baby

Hwang Hyunjin:

- Hyunjin was always mad at you for being a smoker
- It wasn't like an angry mad, it was more of a disappointed mad
- "Didn't I tell you to quit?" he snatches the cigarette pack from your hand
- You snatch the pack back, glaring at him with a cigarette between your lips, "it's not as easy as that..."
- He especially didn't like it when he found out you were pregnant, but you couldn't stop yourself from smoking
- You hoped that at some point during your pregnancy the smoking would make you sick enough to stop, but it just didn't
- You couldn't stop yourself from smoking, and that was what you hated most, it was upsetting that you physically couldn't force yourself to stop, it was bad for you health as well as the baby's
- Hyunjin constantly threw out your cigarettes, he refused to let you but he couldn't believe it when he found you with another pack under your pillow
- "What did I tell you? I tell you every da-"
- "And what did I tell you? Hm?" you frown
- You started getting symptoms of a miscarriage, so you went to see your doctor and you hated the results
- As soon as you told Hyunjin, he was devastated
- "You know this is your fault, right?" he cried, blaming you immediately, "it's your fault for smoking."
- You argued about your smoking habits and he wanted to leave you, you lost his baby because of the smoking
- Although he wanted to leave, he felt guilty, he wanted to help you through the smoking to try and get you back to the way you were
- So he stayed and helped you as much as he could, even if seeing you upset him because of the baby

Han Jisung:

- Jisung was overwhelmed when he found out you were pregnant
- He was the happiest he could be, and he wasted no time in shopping for them
- "Jisung, you don't need to go shopping right no-"
- "Too late," he smiles, carrying bags inside
- You worried yourself everyday thinking that maybe you could lose your child, and it gave you severe anxiety
- You couldn't eat, you couldn't sleep, you didn't even want to leave the house
- Everything you thought could endanger your baby you avoided
- Jisung started to worry too, he realised you were struggling to eat more than ever, and he also noticed you had no sickness at all
- You hadn't had the cramps, the sickness, the kicking of the baby
- He took you to see a doctor out of concern, and he was shocked with what he heard
- "I'm so sorry," the doctor lowered his head
- There was no heartbeat
- You broke down, hitting your head against the reclined seat
- You held your hands over the bump, regretting even stressing about your baby
- Perhaps if you weren't so stressed and you'd had positive thoughts, your baby would be okay
- Maybe this wouldn't have happened...
- Jisung, however, took the news even worse
- He locked himself away in a room in the house for at least 6-8 hours a day
- You wouldn't see him at all during the morning, he'd say he was getting fresh air and just sat at a bench and cried to himself
- He'd pictured the perfect family with you, and it was taken away so quickly