i lie here awake thinking about you, your hair, your eyes. and i wonder what i did to lose you. i paid attention to the small details, i've learned when your sad and not feeling like yourself.
i sit here and wonder just how did you move on so fast, it's as if we never happen. you treat me like shit, but then two minutes later act like i'm the best thing that has ever happened to you. and i stay, stay because i can't imagine a world without you.
but i wonder why. why do i go through all of this hell. and for what? for it to happen again and you to not think of me the way i do you? but i'll still love you. i put myself in this never ending hell to make you happy.
and you'll never know. you will never know how much i give, how much a sacrifice to make you happy.
honestly i wouldn't trade it for the world. i would rather see you happy and me sad, then you sad and me happy. and i hope you know that that is how much i care about you. and how much i...
love you.
YOU ARE READING
how much i love you
Short Storya bunch of different stories that couldn't make it into a full book :)
